Our grief puppy died :(

cammlyn

Our puppy who had pretty much turned into our baby since our loss was hit Sunday night. Honestly that is the most I have cried. It hit me. So much hit me at one time. And all I could think was my baby died why would the puppy that I got to help cope with the loss get to live. And then everything was ripped right back open. Our loss finally hit me. I thought I had process our loss and was really doing great with it. But now I know just how much I was holding in. And just not letting myself feel. I really didn't know if I would make it through the night. I just didn't know if the sun was ever going to come up. But it did. And life does go on. And I know that bad days are going to come again but maybe next time will be a little less painful. I hope.

valleric

So sorry! That really is terrible

ceclarlinetlo

I am so so sorry. Nothing about losing a pregnancy is fair - and to lose your puppy on top of it is just even more heartbreaking.

cammlyn

Thanks ladies. It has been an awful week to say the least. I miss my babies.

katempar

I'm so sorry. I hope you are doing okay. Honestly sometimes just letting the emotions hit is the best thing you can do. I have a crazy, long, dramatic cry sesh earlier this week, and I felt better afterwards. I'm not over what happened, but it definitely felt like a weight off my shoudlers.

vintagevice

That's so horrible!!! I'm sorry for both of your losses.

cammlyn

Thank you. Our older dog is not handling it well at all. I do feel better after having the melt down. I know more will come but today I feel a little liter

whit3183

Oh my goodness -- I am so, so sorry for both of your losses    I had something similar happen last fall -- I had a miscarriage (on what would have been my due date from my prior pregnancy that also ended in miscarriage), then one week later, my dog was supposed to have a routine surgery, but the vet called and said she unexpectedly took a turn for the worse and wouldn't live. My dog ended up having a miracle recovery, but in the aftermath of being told she wasn't going to make it, I had the meltdown to end all meltdowns.  It's hard enough to get through a miscarriage, let alone the loss of a pet on top of it.  My heart is breaking for you -- sending positive thoughts!!