Sorry. Posted this twice. Will delete from other board once i figure out how.
I'm going in for my second c section at the end of the month. My first was 18 months ago. I'm terrified of complications...and even dying. I wish I wouldn't think like this but I can't help it. I just think of my son and soon to be daughter not having a mom, and me, not being able to see my babies grow up! Any other moms out there, nervous? Or am I just being crazy?