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11dpo bfn/temp drop to coverline (warning mc mentioned)

thistle8677thistle8677 member
in TTC after 35
This is maybe the first month I feel overwhelmingly angry.
We are at a year next month of ttc, and Aug. 6th is the anniversary EDD for one of my many mc's.

I just needed to honor this place I'm in by posting.
I'm shocked beyond words. After 9 pregnancies I cannot accept that my body lied to me.
I cannot accept any of this.


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Re: 11dpo bfn/temp drop to coverline (warning mc mentioned)

  • Knottie16743552Knottie16743552 member
    I don't know what to say so I'll just say "I'm sorry friend, I'm here to listen"...
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  • TomerineTomerine member
    I'm very sorry.  It's good that you can acknowledge how you feel, and I hope that you have people in your day-to-day life that can give you a hug and tell you that it sucks.  Because it does.  :(  Thinking of you.
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  • Goldsgirl9Goldsgirl9 member
    Ahhhh @thistle8677 I am sorry. I really don't have any words.....
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  • carrieandrcarrieandr member
    Hugs, my friend.
    TTC#1 since Jan 2015
    BFP 2/19/15  •  MMC found at 9 wks  •  D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
    BFP 8/29/15      •  CP (age 37)
    BFP 11/18/15  •  DD born at 41 weeks <3(age 37/38)

    TTC#2 since May 2017
    BFP 10/18/17  •  MMC found at 8 wks  •  Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
    BFP 2/16/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 4/13/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 5/07/18  •  MMC found at 10.5 wks  •  D&E at 11.5 wks      •  Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
    9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
    RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
    BFP 9/24/18  •      CP (age 40)
    BFP 5/11/19  •  Fraternal twins  •  MMC found at 10w5d (Baby A 6w, Baby B 10w)  •  Misoprostal at 11 weeks (age 41)













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  • lyssaroonylyssaroony member
    edited July 2015
    @thistle8677 great big hugs and super love to you!
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  • emsmama15emsmama15 member
    @thistle8677 I'm sorry! Hugs to you...
    *** Child & current pregnancy mentioned ***
    Me - 41 (PCOS), Hubby - 43 (healthy)
    7/2013 - Sweet baby girl born (Clomid + TI)
    3/2014 - TTC #2, return to RE 7/2014
    12/2015: IVF #1 transferred two great looking embryos - BFP!
    First ultrasound: TWO beautiful little heartbeats!!
    Harmony: negative; level 2: babies look great and are boy/girl! :) 
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  • happyktmomhappyktmom member
    Sending Hugs!  and also listening

    **child mentioned**
    Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid   DH(43)Low T/ED
    MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012   TTC #2 since 04/2014
    BFP 8/26/2016


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  • dolphin012dolphin012 member
    So sorry @thistle8677, Thinking of you. 
    Me (42) w/ partner for 16+ years
    TTC #1: 11/2012 - 9/2013; 6/2014 - present
    Follistim + TI (3x): All BFNs
    Follistim + IUI (1x): BFN 
    IVF #1: 17 retrieved,15 fertilized, Day 3: 15, Day 5/6: 3 biopsied
    Result; 1 frozen blast (inconclusive PGS results)
    IVF #2; ER: 6/22 16 retrieved, 6/25: 5 transferred (CP), 2 frozen
    FET 9/17: BFN
    Current FET -- Transferred 2 day-3 embryos - BFN

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