Waiting to test.

cammlyn

This is the longest 2 weeks of my life. This is the first month we have really been trying and I just want to know. Like right now. I hate this not knowing. And I don't want to feel like a failure if we are unsuccessful this month. And I know worrying is not helping anything. I don't even really know the point of this post besides getting my thoughts out there. Good vibes and prayers are always welcome.

MamaBish

I hear you, girl!! Right here with you on this one. First cycle trying and in the tww. I could technically test today, but I'm trying to hold out until I think AF is really late. With my messed up cycles since the loss, I could be late already, or it could not come until next week. Oh well, that's what I get for not temping, right?

cammlyn

We are not charting either. I probably should but I just feel if I put that much energy into it and don't get pregnant I will feel ever more let down. I am just sitting and waiting. We had sex everyday I should have been ovulating. It's just the waiting. It's killing me I do not know how I am going to get through the next week and a half.

Good vibes for you and a positive test

carrieandr

I'm 10dpo and I got a BFN yesterday. I knew it was kind of early to test, but my sister was in town and I thought if it was positive, it would be nice to tell her in person.  I was feeling pregnant Saturday and Sunday, but I feel completely normal today, aside from being tired (which could mean nothing).

Now that BFN is hanging like a dark cloud over me, even though it may have been too early.

I was so looking forward to the TWW because of all the hope and possibility it brings, but today I just feel blah.

cammlyn

I go from blah to excited to worried to overwhelming to wondering if I should be trying to so happy that I could be pregnant again. Happy thoughts for you!

carrieandr

Me too.  Feeling all the feelings.  So many feelings.