So begins a new chapter

cmgedney

Hello ladies, I thought I would introduce myself. I've been part of the bump since my first child and here I am pregnant again. I uproot and changed my life for a man that I guess never felt he could be honest with me. It seems like deja vu honestly. During my first pregnancy I found out my soon to be ex BF was cheating on me with not only a GF but his ex wife as well (and I'm sure many others as well). Now here I am 12 weeks and just tonight I find out he is cheating on me again. I guess its true, cheaters really just don't change. Baby #2 is obviously a surprise, a good one I thought at least. We live together, have talked of marriage, buying a house together, etc, but boy I am happy that didn't all happen with what I have found out. So anyway here I am starting a new chapter as a single mom, in an area with very little support of my family and friends since I moved away to be with him after the birth of our first. I like to think that I am a strong woman, but I am scared about the thought of doing this by myself. I don't even know where to start but just to find my own place to live ASAP. All I hope is that I can hold out all day and not say one thing to him about me knowing until we get to counseling tonight and bring it up then. 

20thirteen

Welcome to the board, sorry for your troubles.