I seriously feel like I'm going crazy. I was ready to write this cycle off since I had a very clear BFN yesterday at 12dpo and some intense pre-AF cramping. I even had a "I'm never going to get pregnant" emotional meltdown and my best friend brought me some sympathy chocolate. I tested again today (13dpo) since I'm planning on testing/continuing progesterone until 15dpo. I used the cheap Wondfo and swear I saw a "shadow" line so pulled out a CVS test (which is supposed to be similar to a FRER test). I waited the full 2 minutes and when I looked, there was the faintest test line (so very faint) but it was only half the width of the control line. I'm not sure if that counts. I also don't know if my eyes were playing tricks on me since it was so early. I couldn't do another test since I'd tossed out the cup o'pee while the 2nd test was calculating.
I'm getting a lot of symptoms: sore/achy/heavy breasts, dizziness, nausea, cramps, mood swings, etc. but ALL of these could be from the progesterone supplement I'm taking :-/ My temp also jumped up high today. I'm just so tired of this cycle and for feeling hopeful, then defeated, then hopeful, then depressed, then confused, then frustrated, etc.
I just need to share all of this since I'm literally driving myself crazy...
ME: 36 (PCOS), DH: excellent SA NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
m/c @ 7w (4/22/14), m/c @ 6w (11/19/14) 11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!! Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805 12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)! 1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm) EDD: 8/10/16 8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches 5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo) Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1