You will get there, focus on the light. It's so easy to let the dark take over and that's okay for a little but it can swallow you. Sending you so much love. Have you had rpl testing? I am hoping they can pinpoint the issue and get you your rainbow as soon as possible. Massive hugs!
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
@winnie1122 I'm so, so sorry honey. So many hugs and healing thoughts your way. I hope you can get answers soon so you don't have to go through this heatache again.
2. Next appointment is the 8th. DS has a wellness checkup the same day, so lots of doctor visits!
3. Nerves are better this week! This time last week I was flying home from Haiti, and flying pregnant was the worst! The trip was amazing, but glad to be home and readjusted
4. The day I got home DH left for Guatemala, so we announced before I left.
5. DS had a birthday yesterday, and DH gets home tonight! And yesterday I had coffee and it tasted amazing! Yay!
@designer303 Thanks, yeah I've had rpl testing back after my 3rd m/c and all was normal except progesterone, which we supplemented this time. Today the doc was able to collect some fetal tissue to send for testing and referred us to a fertility specialist and genetic counselor to see if they can figure out something more. Hopefully they find something, but I'm a bit worried because one of the things she said they will look for is that hubs and I are even compatible genetically. That made it sound like there was a possibility of us not being able to ever carry a healthy baby, but I'm not going to think like that until we have solid answers.
Married 6/1/13
BFP #1 7/2013 MMC 9/17/13
BFP #2 5/2014 MC 6/15/14
BFP #3 11/13/14 (Found in ER with ruptured cyst) Diagnosed MC 11/15/14
BFP #4 4/2015 MC 7/1/15
BFP #5 10/21/15 EDD 7/3/16 Praying for our rainbow!
They will find you a path forward. You will get your rainbow, I'm just so sorry this wasn't it for you. Take care of yourself. If you find you have questions when you get to the RE stage feel free to PM me. I have been through pretty much all of it.
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
@KaraEpp16 my appt went well and both babies have strong heart rates and are measuring ahead. Next appt is at 18 weeks the first week in August. I need to get through this week ok though, this is my milestone week. Now that I know exactly where the babies are, I'm hoping my Doppler will be able to provide some relief from my anxiety.
@winnie1122 - I posted on your other thread too, but am just now catching up on TB and wanted to say again how sorry I am. I am so glad your H is so supportive and I hope you are able to get some answers. Take care.
Re: PGAL Check-in 6/25
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
Back with RE as of January 2014...
5/27/14- Chemical Pregnancy
April 2015 IVF#1
5/13/15- BFP, please stick LO!
Oh and I'm a major Harry Potter Nerd
DD 12/20/99, DS 12/14/12, M/C 9/2014, M/C 1/2015
1. 10w6d today
2. Next appointment is the 8th. DS has a wellness checkup the same day, so lots of doctor visits!
3. Nerves are better this week! This time last week I was flying home from Haiti, and flying pregnant was the worst! The trip was amazing, but glad to be home and readjusted
4. The day I got home DH left for Guatemala, so we announced before I left.
5. DS had a birthday yesterday, and DH gets home tonight! And yesterday I had coffee and it tasted amazing! Yay!
TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck
Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man. Born 12/2/11
TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended
Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good. Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.
Back with RE as of January 2014...
5/27/14- Chemical Pregnancy
April 2015 IVF#1
5/13/15- BFP, please stick LO!
Oh and I'm a major Harry Potter Nerd
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.