feeling discouraged (pregnancy mentioned).

starlitfae

Got my BFN today, followed shortly after by AF. I just don't know... 4 years of this is really wearing on me. So now we have to wait until DH repeats his SA in August, and then he may have to go see a urologist.

Monday a classmate is graduating, and she is pregnant, so I get to sit and hear everyone talk about what an awesome mom she'll be and share pregnancy stories. Usually I leave the room when this happens (my instructor, also pregnant, knows what's going on and is ok with that) but I really can't in this situation, so I'm afraid I'll he sitting here crying my eyes out like I am right now.

I'm 30 years old now, and I've never even had a positive pregnancy test. Not even a glimmer of hope. Part of me feels like quitting, because it will never happen. If I have to wait until September / October (even if his SA comes back normal, it would probably be september when we can start a new cycle after getting the results) to continue some kind of treatment, I may go insane.

GoldenKeys

HUGS @starlitfae  I am so sorry for your BFN.   The day that AF arrives can be such a terrible blow, I am so sorry that you're going through that disappointment while having to deal with happy ku women in your class!

You won't go insane, I promise!  Although I swear I've been on the brink at times too, hope usually begins to creep back in as things continue.   What is your diagnosis? Is there no way to get an SA sooner?

P.S. I just saw your update in the 3T checkin.  I definitely think that you shouldn't wait for the second SA  to see a urologist (if you can).  Good luck and I hope that you feel better soon...

dmsmth

((hugs))  WHy ca't he get in for the SA sooner?