So two weeks ago I had some serious bleeding, which isn't new for me because I have a Septated Uterus and bled through my entire pregnancy with my daughter (now almost 2). But after some testing and a thorough ultra sound, they found that my cervix was only 2.5cm. This was a new situation for me and I didn't know much about it. They told me to take it easy and come back in a week to be checked again to make sure it didn't get any thinner. When I went back they told me it had thinned to .9cm and sent me straight to the hospital to be seen by the high risk team to see what we wanted to do next. After much deliberation the high risk team decided I am not a candidate for cerclage because of my abnormal uterus. So I was sent home with progesterone suppositories. Don't know why they chose suppositories and not the shots, but I guess I can ask my new high risk ob when I see her this week.
I'm trying to stay positive, but only being 16 weeks makes me feel like making it to viability is ages away. And even making it to viability is scary because it is still so early and there are so many health concerns. I know there really isn't anything that can be done, but the anxiety of just sitting here thinking that at any moment it could all end is driving me crazy. I try to take my mind of it and do other things, but its kind of always in the back of my mind. I have read lots of positive outcomes when progesterone is used in any form, so that does help. Just the thought of making it 8-9 more weeks seems impossible with only .9cm left. And that would still be on the super early side. Preferrably we make it 19 more weeks. (My OBGYN had already decided to deliver at 35 weeks since that is when I had a placental abruption with my last pregnancy).
My mother in law came up to stay with us and help with the kids and around the house, but the rest of our family lives far away. My husband and his mom are trying very hard to keep it positive for me, but I see the worry in their eyes. Any positive words or outcomes would be greatly appreciated on here.
Re: 16 weeks, Cervix is .9cm
Wishing you the best of luck! Try to stay positive!