with my son almost 5 years ago, I had the most traumatizing labor and because of it I have PTSD about giving birth again. I developed Chorioamnionitis during labor which is very dangerous and I am so terrified it will happen again since it's more likely to repeat. To make matters worse my husband might be out of town if I go a week before my scheduled cesarean and guess looking for anyone who has also had the infection before and delivered "easier" the 2nd time around. Beyond stressed to the point they might just put me under as anxiety and stress can cause even worse complications per the anestesiologist.
Re: ~*~Getting close to the big day and terrified*~
I hope you're delivery is smooth and complication free. I also hope you find a way to relieve your anxiety and fears. Best wishes to you.
Good luck and praying for you!