How is everyone doing?

bntfroggie

It has been a couple weeks since this question was asked so how is everyone doing now?

I am 4.5 weeks from finding out and 4 weeks post D&C.  I feel like the month of April has just dragged!!!!  I'm am currently waiting for AF to get here, but who knows when she will show up.

Today was a rough day for me, it has been 1 month (Calendar-wise) since I found out the baby didn't have a heartbeat and my world was forever changed.  My sister-in-law finds out the sex of their baby tomorrow and that has me so upset for some reason.  They weren't trying and their baby was an accident and it seems to me like she has been gloating about this pregnancy since she found out about my loss.  I just don't even want to know the sex of the baby and kind of hope it crosses its legs.

Also, the tree nursery that we went to doesn't have the type of tree we wanted for a memorial tree so it will take a lot more calling around than I am up for.

valleric

I am 11 days post mc. I am ok when I'm at work because I'm so busy and don't think about it as much. It's hard being at home at nighttime. I just have a broken heart.
I know that very few days that go by I feel better. Just an immense sadness.

MamaBish

It's been a month and a week and (tmi) I think I am finally done bleeding. It is nice to know that it's over and hopefully my body can be normal again. My luck, AF will show up soon though. Now that my body is done healing, I can just focus on my mental and emotional healing.

Beginning to realize that our life is forever changed and that no matter how happy we hopefully are some day, there will always be someone missing and the sadness will always accompany the happy moments. Our new normal, I guess...

chunter0526

I thought I was doing better. I'm 25 days out but it seems like the sadness is creeping back in. I bought this necklace from James Avery. Just something to remember the baby by. I try to kiss it every time I think of it.