My back has hurt so bad the past couple of days! I know it's my fault for lifting LO wrong but when did she get so big?!? "You should rest" said the husband to the sah mom....
Because I'm just so tired and haven't had a moment of "hey! I have no one to worry about but me!" time in a long while. Like since LO was born 11 months ago.
I'm excited, though, because my first opportunity is coming on Saturday when I'm getting together with a bunch of girlfriends for breakfast and MIL will be here and can watch LO. I love, love, love spending almost every waking (and the occasional sleeping) moment with him, but mama is ready to eat breakfast without sharing and to have some conversation that isn't interrupted by adorable shrieks and squawks.
Because LO just wouldn't nap yesterday. And I was counting on that time to get some things done and take a few moments for myself. I ended up dropping the ball on a few things and having a meltdown moment. But the world kept turning and we all survived!
Also because being a mom is the hardest thing I've ever done.
Because dd woke up at 4am and was wide awake till 5am, which is when ds woke up. And because I really need some cloths that fit me and my weird body. I'm the same size I've always been, but nothing looks/feels right on me since dd was born.
My daughter with sensory processing disorder vacuumed with me yesterday, thanks to her noise canceling headphones. She usually has to be upstairs with 2 doors closed. Also, I forgot to add yeast to the bread maker last night, so my delicious smelling bread was inedible.
Because I really wish I could just be home with DD every day all day. Because DD likes DH more than me. Because I always wind up spilling something all over the floor just as I am about to walk out the door already late for work.
March siggy challenge: Dream job = Playing with wolves
Last night because sine DD has been sick these past almost 3 weeks she will not fall asleep at night until 10-10:30 and that is only if I rock her to sleep. Then I crawl into bed so tired from lack of sleep and try to spend 10 whole minutes of "me" time reading because I have not gotten to relax or sit down at all yet since being home from work and DH gets upset that "I never want to have sex anymore". Because he hasn't had sex since Sunday...sorry but I have been sick, kids been sick and AF started on Monday and still here kicking my ass with camps and back pain...oh I'm sorry should I be jumping your bones? Uh - he doesn't like sex while I have AF unless its in the shower anyway. Sorry DH I have 2 actual babies to take care of and you are not one of them!
Seriously he acts like a little kid that I "never" want him anymore because we don't have sex every day or at least every other day like we used to.
Last night because sine DD has been sick these past almost 3 weeks she will not fall asleep at night until 10-10:30 and that is only if I rock her to sleep. Then I crawl into bed so tired from lack of sleep and try to spend 10 whole minutes of "me" time reading because I have not gotten to relax or sit down at all yet since being home from work and DH gets upset that "I never want to have sex anymore". Because he hasn't had sex since Sunday...sorry but I have been sick, kids been sick and AF started on Monday and still here kicking my ass with camps and back pain...oh I'm sorry should I be jumping your bones? Uh - he doesn't like sex while I have AF unless its in the shower anyway. Sorry DH I have 2 actual babies to take care of and you are not one of them!
Seriously he acts like a little kid that I "never" want him anymore because we don't have sex every day or at least every other day like we used to.
Dh has been doing this too! Except we still have sex every other day, but he gets mad that I don't initiate it or buy/wear sexy underwear for him often enough. So frustrating
Because while I love my child and every second wih her, I never get to do anything "fun" for myself, or meet new people when I live in a newer place and have almost no friends here, but my husband is playing sports 2x a week, and trains for marathons, etc. And to top it off, I was gone for three days for work, and when I came back the same clothes I put in the dryer right before I left were still there.
Last night because sine DD has been sick these past almost 3 weeks she will not fall asleep at night until 10-10:30 and that is only if I rock her to sleep. Then I crawl into bed so tired from lack of sleep and try to spend 10 whole minutes of "me" time reading because I have not gotten to relax or sit down at all yet since being home from work and DH gets upset that "I never want to have sex anymore". Because he hasn't had sex since Sunday...sorry but I have been sick, kids been sick and AF started on Monday and still here kicking my ass with camps and back pain...oh I'm sorry should I be jumping your bones? Uh - he doesn't like sex while I have AF unless its in the shower anyway. Sorry DH I have 2 actual babies to take care of and you are not one of them!
Seriously he acts like a little kid that I "never" want him anymore because we don't have sex every day or at least every other day like we used to.
Dh has been doing this too! Except we still have sex every other day, but he gets mad that I don't initiate it or buy/wear sexy underwear for him often enough. So frustrating
Seriously - they act like the 3 year old toddler not getting what they want. We usually average 3-5 times a week but sickness has hit our family hard the last few weeks and then I get Damn AF! I should be the one complaining about these cramps and horrible lower back pain that comes with AF not him pouting over it meaning no sex! And I ain't got no time for sexy undergarments lol! He is lucky that I am no longer wearing a nursing bra and spraying milk on him lol!
Because DH is away at school during the week and DS won't sleep through the night when he's not here. My pregnancy hormones are raging and the other kids that I watch during the day are extremely difficult to deal with. I wish all children were born respectful...
Re: Why are you crying?
Also because being a mom is the hardest thing I've ever done.
Also, I forgot to add yeast to the bread maker last night, so my delicious smelling bread was inedible.
March siggy challenge: Dream job = Playing with wolves
March siggy challenge: Dream job = Playing with wolves