I'm so sorry for your loss. My first pregnancy, my husband, sister and I were in the room for my 21 week ultrasound and the technician was very quite. Knew something was wrong. Your just in shock and disbelief. I will never forget that day.
Pray for you. Grief and feel how you want, when you want. Every mother grieves differently. Just allow yourself to heal physically, emotionally and mentally. Writing helped a lot too.
HUGS
Due 11.16.17 Baby Girl 12.9.15
MC 2.1.15 @ 5 W - Chemical MC 4.7.14 @ 21 W - Turners Syndrome
Re: Time to say goodbye
DS1 -6/25/11
DS2 -3/23/13
Missed MC D&C 8/26/14
DD - 8/26/15
LO#4 due 5/30/17
Baby Girl 12.9.15
MC 4.7.14 @ 21 W - Turners Syndrome