I don't have a lot of help from women around me. The only person that really answers any of my questions is my doctor. I tend to be very emotional and I have horrible anxiety. Which is horrible for someone who always had questions.
I figure this post can be for anyone else that's like me. With random questions because they don't have help from anyone else. No judgment.
Re: general help
The internet can be a good place, but it might be a good idea to meet some people where you live as well.