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Hold me please (re-intro)

beckynsean11beckynsean11 member
edited January 2015 in TTC After a Loss
I don't really know where to begin, this doesn't feel like it could possibly be my life. Will you ladies take me back? 

I'll try to be brief (not my forte) with my history. H & I started TTC in Nov'12 with a previous IR-PCOS dx. In April of 2013, dx with bilateral tubal blockages. One side cleared with an HSG & I got my first BFP. That ended in a m/c at 8 weeks. At the end of Oct of '13, my right tube was opened via laparoscopy. BFP #2 happened in Jan'14 after a my first Clomid + IUI cycle. At 17w2d I was hospitalized with exposed membranes, went into labor & delivered our daughter at 17w4d. I was diagnosed with an incompetent cervix. After a failed natural IUI (ended in CP) and 2 Femara + IUI cycles (poor response), BFP #3 happened when we went back to a Clomid + IUI cycle. At 13w6d, my OB performed a preventative transvaginal cerclage which seemed to be holding wonderfully. Unfortunately, at 16w1d, I ended up in the hospital with exposed membranes. My membranes ruptured this Tuesday at 16w3d & we lost our son. Once my doctor had a chance to look at everything, he determined that the cerclage pulled through a portion of my cervix & that's what allowed everything to pass. Just the pressure from the stitch was enough for my lame ass cervix to crumble. 

Once we are ready to try again, I'm going to have to have an abdominal cerclage to have any shot at a successful pregnancy. If anyone has any info or experience with this, I'd love to talk to you about it. I'm just starting my research on it & my head is kinda swimming. As it stands, I'm actually considering traveling to Chicago from Louisiana for the procedure pre-pregnancy, but there's a lot to work through with doctors before we get to that point.

I wasn't the most active member of this board previously, I certainly hope to be more so this time around. I wanted to thank the ladies of this board for your support earlier this week. The last few days have been pure hell & knowing that there were so many thinking about us has been amazing.


ETA: To add to the mindfuckery, my milk has decided to come in. >_<

   Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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  • renegadewhitrenegadewhit member
    Beckynsean11 I'm so sorry you find yourself back here, but welcome. I'm incredibly sorry for your loss. I don't have any experience or knowledge to share, but i hope you get some good info. ((Big hugs))
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  • rubysirubysi member
    I am so sorry you find yourself back here.

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  • MenrandesMenrandes member
    **huge hugs**  I am so so sorry that you find yourself back here. 
    We met in middle school. We got married 15 years later in a February blizzard of 2010. 
    TTC since February 2010
    Diagnosed with Lyme Disease June 2010 Diagnosed with PCOS March 2011 Diagnosed with Celiac Disease January 2013
    BFP #1: August 25th 2013 EDD May 4th 2014 SCH MC October 3rd 2013
    BFP #2: February 14th 2014 EDD October 25th 2014 CP February 17th 2014
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  • RoseTyler72RoseTyler72 member
    My heart goes out to you, I'm so sorry for your losses. Your situation sounds incredibly frustrating and confusing. Good luck on your info hunt, wish I could help. You'll be in my T&Ps. Hugs!

    2 MC 2014/2015
    Baby #1 born 2/27/2016
    Baby #2 born 3/25/2018
    BFP 06/03/2020, EDD 02/10/2021

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  • beckynsean11beckynsean11 member
    Pickles4Prez said:

    I am so sorry for all your losses. And the milk, that's just adding salt to your many wounds. I heard cold cabbage leaves inside the bra can work somehow but I just kept mine as unstimulated as possible.
    Sending so many (hugs)

    Thanks. I heard the same thing, so hubs got sent for cabbage & ice packs at 9:30 tonight. I loathe cabbage, but if it helps this pain, I'll try about anything.


       Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
    SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
    BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
    Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
    Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
    ~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
    New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
    Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
    Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
    Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
    "We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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  • RachaeleighRachaeleigh member
    I was very sorry to hear about the loss of your son. Many (((((hugs)))))

    4 Losses (2003, 2008, Apr 2012, & Oct 2012)
    All RPL and IF testing with multiple REs = normal

    5 IUIs = BFN

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  • FrenchteachermamaFrenchteachermama member
    I am so devastated for you.  I've been thinking about you, sending you all of my thoughts and prayers.  ((HUGS))



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    TTC #3 since June 2013
    BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
    BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
    IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!!  Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.
    FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect
    Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele
    3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15
    Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015
    2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized.  Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN
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  • flyoffeveflyoffeve member
    I am so sorry for your losses and that you are back. (Hugs)

    Me: 31 DH: 36
    Dated Since ‘02, Married in ‘06
    BFP#1 05/16/06, EDD01/16/07, MC 06/12/06 at 8 weeks
    BFP #2 08/14/14, EDD 04/22/15, MC 09/17/14 at 9 weeks

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  • NOBB14NOBB14 member
    I am so so sorry to see you back here and for your losses. Hugs.
    started TTC 3/2014 & got hitched 4/2014
    husbter's a 38 y/o smarty pants phD/me? a 27 y/o cat lady extraordinaire
    & we're missing our darling barnacles:
    May 2014 loss @ 9 weeks, MMC, no hb found at first appointment | edd dec 4 2014
    October 2014 loss @ 12 weeks, MMC measuring 10w after hearing hb @ 8w | edd apr 15, 2015
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  • buggirl72buggirl72 member
    I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I cannot imagine what you and your husband are going through right now.

    When I lost Zachary, my doctor recommended that I wear sports bras for the tightness. I strongly agree with bluedaisy about making sure you are in the correct bra size. It sucks to have to buy up right now but it does help with the physical pain.

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  • Elliecat17Elliecat17 member
    Big Huge Squishy ((hugs)) I'm so sorry for your losses and the most recent loss of your son!
    Me: 24 
    DH: 25
    BFP: 1/12/14       EDD: 9/18/14     MC: 1/15/14
    BFP: 5/6/14         EDD: 1/5/15       MC: 5/10/14
    BFP: 12/29/14      EDD: 9/12/15      MC: 1/5/15
    Dx: PCOS - 8/20/14, Hashimoto's - 10/10/14, Gluten Allergy 10/10/14


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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    So many ((hugs))!  I am so so sorry for the loss of your sweet son, Carson. Welcome back, please take care of yourself and know that we will be here when you are ready <3
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    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • ellebelle2384ellebelle2384 member
    Big huge ((hugs)).  I am so sorry for your losses and that you are back here.
    Me: 31     DH: 33
    Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
    BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
    BFP#2: 5/3/11 - EDD 1/9/12 - DD Born 1/6/12
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    TTC #2 since 12/13
    BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
    BFP#4: MC 5/6/14 at 4w4d - EDD 1/9/15
    BFP#5: MMC discovered 8/4/14 at 9w1d - D&C 8/5/14 - Baby Boy with Trisomy 16 (maternal origin) - EDD 3/8/15
    BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
    IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
    IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
    PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
    FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
    Natural FET 11/4/15 = BFP!
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  • Nikolie93Nikolie93 member
    @beckynsean11 I'm so very sorry, Becky. I was so hoping this was the one for you and Sean. So many *hugs* to you.

    Although I hate the reason, I'm glad to see you over here!

    BTW, whatever I say/do on TB... Shhhh lol
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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  • Leahks77Leahks77 member
    I am so sorry for your losses, and so sorry you find yourself here again. Huge ((hugs)) and I hope some of the ladies here have more info for you.
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  • CC1017CC1017 member
    I'm so sorry to hear about the losses of both Rowan and Carson. I recently lost my daughter at 17w2d. I wore snug fitting sports bras and packed a ice pack in between them to help with the engorgement and pain.
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    BFP #2 DD lost 11/17/14 at 17w2d
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  • skategirl128skategirl128 member
    I'm so sorry for your losses! So many big hugs!
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  • MrsOscarFelixMrsOscarFelix member
    ((Hugs)) I am so sorry for your loss and that you find yourself back here.

    Married 9/13/14

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    BFP#1 10/15/14 - EDD 6/19/2014 - MC 10/23/14

    BFP #2: 12/18/14 - EDD: 8/31/15 - MC 1/4/14 5w6d

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  • MrsPhD83MrsPhD83 member
    I am so heartbroken for you, and I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter and son. I hope your doctors can give you some answers. Huge ((hugs)).
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    Me: 31, DH: 30, Married July 2013
    TTC since March 2014
    BFP#1  5.17.14, EDD 1.26.15, MMC (measuring 6w3d at 8w3d), D&C 6.26.14
    BFP#2  9.19.14, EDD 5.29.15, AF on 9.23.14 CP
    BFP#3  12.17.14, EDD 8.25.15, AF on 12.21.14 CP#2

    Current plan: TTC while waiting for RPL results to come back
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  • MSU_Girl1202MSU_Girl1202 member
    I'm so sorry for your devastating losses. Be kind to yourself in this difficult time. We're here for you. ((hugs))
    Married 07/2006, TTC since 2010
    08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN  ,
    10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
    04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
    05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN  , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
    03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
    4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
    5/31: Femara 7.5mg --> cancelled cycle, no follies
    7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
    9/20/14:  Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d      
    10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
    2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
    3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
    6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
    2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
    3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
    6/21/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
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  • LittleDuckyLittleDucky member
    I am so, so sorry for your losses and for the absolutely heartbreaking path you have traveled. :( Please know that we are here for you and will support you during this difficult time.
    Married to DH since 6/30/2007
    Me: 32  DH: 32
    BFP #1: 4/1/2010 DS born: 12/3/10
    TTC #2 since 5/2014
    BFP # 2 : 6/16/14 EDD: 2/25/15  Missed Miscarriage discovered 7/10/14 D&C 7/17/14 Pathology results normal
    BFP #3    : 10/21/14 EDD: 7/6/15  11/24/14:  Saw heartbeat! 
    Missed Miscarriage discovered 12/22/14 at 12w0d D&C 12/23/14 Pathology: Partial Molar Pregnancy/Triploidy
    ~~Currently benched following PMP~~ 
    **all AL welcome**



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  • EIsieMaeEIsieMae member
    I am so sorry for your losses. And I can't imagine dealing with your milk coming in on top of everything. I abesolutely hate this for you. ((Hugs))
    BFP #1: 5-14-2010, DD born 1-22-2011
    BFP #2: 4-20-2012, Natural MC 5-1-2012
    BFP #3: 7-19-2012, DS born 3-27-2013
    BFP #4: 9-13-2014, MMC discovered 10-27-14 at 10w, d&c on 11-6-14 

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  • gscovillegscoville member
    I'm so sorry you've had to find your way back. ((((hugs hugs)))) Love!


         

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    Married August 2012. Me: 41  DH: 42 
    Daughter from previous marriage: 20

    BFP 12/19/12: Ectopic discovered at 8 weeks, right tube removed 01/18/13
    June 2013 Testing Results: Progesterone: 31.7, LH: 5, FSH: 5, Estradiol: 161
    Clomid cycles Nov. 2013 and Jan, Feb, and March 2014

    TTC journey over as of the end of October 2014

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  • megrae12megrae12 member
    I'm so very sorry, love. I hate you are back here. I have been thinking about you and YH. So many ((hugs)).
    Multiple TTCAL 1IF 3
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    DX: stage 2 Endo 2012, PCOS 7/2/14,  HSG 6/11/14, Lefty open!!
    BFP#1, EDD: 4/27/14, Missed EP confirmed: 9/23/13, R tube removal: 9/25/13 
    Clomid/TI #1=BFN, 
    Clomid/TI#2=BFN, Clomid/TI #3=CP
    BFP #2 CP, EDD 7/12/15
    On a treatment break: 2 natural cycles. Saving money, sigh*

    Goodbye my sweet babies. We miss you so much. 
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  • mamadeux19mamadeux19 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss
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  • ashlee113085ashlee113085 member
    I am so sorry for your loss of sweet Carson and Rowan. I hate that you are back here. I am sending so many thoughts and super huge ((hugs)) your way.  When my milk came in after my loss, nothing seemed to help but ice and the tightest of tight sports bras. Be kind to yourself. 



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  • schuebjaschuebja member
    I'm so sorry for the loss of your son and that you find yourself back here. Sending lots of hugs your way.
    Together since April 2004.  Married since June 19th, 2010.
     BFP #1: January 31st 2012: CP. 
     BFP #2: June 1st 2012, Due:2/8/13. Avery was born via unplanned c section on 2/13/13. 
     BFP #3: Sept. 25th, 2014. Due: 6/5/15.  MMC on 10/23/14. Confirmed complete molar pregnancy per D&C 10/29/14, 
    HCG officially negative 12/10/14.  Benched until June 2015.
                                                        
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  • meredithcarolemeredithcarole member
    I am so very sorry you find yourself back here after the loss of your sweet boy. Please be gentle with yourself. So many ((((hugs))))
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    AMA 35 :  DH 33
    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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  • LizBlueLizBlue member
    I'm so sorry you are back here. :( take good care of yourself. Sending big but gentle hugs (cause of your boobs).

    We're here for you. Xo
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    37 years old, MH is 42
    TTC since 2010; Dx Unexplained Infertility; possible male factor 
    August 2012 through June 2013:  6 IUIs with clomid and trigger shot, all BFNs
    7/2013, Pregnant! Unmedicated--we were on a treatment break
    8/20/13 no heart beat; 8/23/13 d&c
    3/15/14 IVF #1:  Lupron/Follistim/Menopur; ER 3/10 resulting in four transfer grade blastocysts, transferred one pretty blast and froze the remaining three. BFN. 
    Natural FET in May cancelled because the universe hates me my hormones were not cooperating.
    6/24/14 FET #1: transferred two pretty embryos; BFN   
    8/28/14 FET #2: BFP, ended in Chemical pregnancy

    Done with medical intervention and getting used to the idea of CFNBC.  




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  • dandb925dandb925 member
    I am so so sorry for your losses. Sending you big (((hugs))). Please be kind to yourself.

    Married: 9/25/10
    TTC # 1 since 5/2013
    BFP # 1: 2/7/14, mmc 3/12/14, D&C 3/19/14
    Boy, Trisomy 13, Karyotyping and Genetic Testing all normal
    Hysteroscopy and D&C 6/2/14, retained tissue
    Off the bench 7/14
    BFP # 2: 10/3/14, Blighted ovum, D&C 11/12/14
    Girl, no chromosomal abnormalities detected
    RPL Testing: Pre-diabetic, ANA+
    "I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it." - e.e. cummings

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  • Littleowl913Littleowl913 member
    I'm so sorry you find yourself back here. Having your milk come in is just fucked up. Wearing the tightest sports bra 24/7, ice packs and cabbage worked for me even though I stunk like cabbage all day.
    TTC since August 2013 BFP #1 1/15/14...MMC 2/24/14...D&C 3/3/14 BFP #2 5/11/14 ... severe pre-e placental abruption our angel born sleeping at 22 weeks Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • Km380Km380 member
    I'm so sorry. I have no advice, just big gentle (((hugs)))

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    I am so so sorry for your losses.
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    Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*

    BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15

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  • Ann612Ann612 member
    There are no adequate words for the hell you have been through. No one should have to deal with what you have. I completely understand how having your milk come in is a total mindfuck. It makes it that much harder to emotionally move on when your body hasn't even gotten the message yet.

    Please take care of yourself and know you are never alone so long as we are here!
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  • Discouraged31Discouraged31 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
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  • LittleMrsWLittleMrsW member
    I'm so sorry to see you back here becky. Big ((hugs)).




    Me-27 DH-29

     TTC#1 January 2013

    BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C

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  • MrsG80inTNMrsG80inTN member
    Oh I'm just so sorry and sick to see you back here.  Sending you so many hugs.  Be good to yourself.

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

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    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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  • kreardon11kreardon11 member
    I am so sorry for your loss. I wa following your recent updates on pgal. My heart breaks for you.
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    Married my partner in crime 06/11/11
    DH: 29, Me: 28
    Started TTC 10/01/2013
    BFP#1: 03/05/14 | EDD: 11/11/14 | MC: 04/10/14 | D&C 05/01/14 [Molar]
    BFP#2: 10/15/14 | EDD: 06/25/14 | MC: 12/02/14 | D&C 12/04/14 [MMC]
    Current Status: RE appt 01/20/15 & Cleared to TTC
    Plan: Baby Aspirin, More (raw) folate, PNP, Iron, diet
    DX: MTHFR hetero C677T, ANA+ Homogeneous, Anemia. Ige sensitivities: gluten, egg, dairy
    All AL Welcome<3
    “Once you are real you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.”
    We will never forgot our angels<3


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  • MyFirstRaspberryMyFirstRaspberry member
    I am so very sorry for your loss and to see you back here. my heart breaks for you. ((hugs))

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    TTC #1 since June 2012
    Current Status:  IVF with ICSI and PGS
    Genetic, RPL, SA and Fertility testing = Normal/Good        HSG = All Clear
    BFP #1 12.30.2012  ||  Blighted Ovum 02.05.2013  ||  D&C 02.11.2013
    BFP #2 09.10.2013  ||  c/p 09.12.2013
    BFP #3 12.1.2013  ||  mm/c  01.15.14  ||  D&C 01.21.14  chromosome abnormality
    May 2014:  Residual HCG and retained tissue found
    05.13.2014:  Hysteroscopy D&C to find and remove retained tissue
    June 2014:  Tissue sample results indicate a partial molar pregnancy
    May - Aug 2014:   TTA for monitoring and testing
    08.21.2014:  Hysteroscopy to remove minor scar tissue - the result of 3 D&Cs
    Sept/Oct: IUI #1  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN
    Oct/Nov: IUI #2  Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
    Nov/Dec: IUI #3  Femara + Bravelle + Ovidrel = BFN

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  • MellyMel15MellyMel15 member
    I'm so sorry for your losses. Sending you hugs. 
    * Me: 31, DH: 33 * Married 10.16.10 * Parents of our furbaby Sophie *
    BFP: 8.28.14 | EDD 5.6.15 | MMC Discovered 9.25.14 (8 weeks)| D&C 9.30.14

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    "Everybody here has got a story to tell. Everybody's been through their own hell. There's nothing too special about getting hurt, but getting over it that takes the work. Because one way or another, we all need each other. Nothing's going to turn out the way you thought it would. Friends and lovers, don't you duck and cover because everything comes out the way it should in the end." -Glen Phillips, "Duck and Cover" 


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