April 2015 Moms

Max passed away this afternoon.

Today I held my son for the very first and very last time. Max 's fight ended today at 1:05 pm. He passed away in my arms as I rocked him to sleep.

Max had a very bad night last night and his stats were low. This mornings blood work showed he had worsened but since the oscillator was maxed out there was nothing we could do. Having reduced oxygen for as long as he did would have made recovery impossible. We made the decision to take him off life support rather than force him to stay with us. When I saw him today I knew we made the right decision.

We had almost two weeks with Max which is more than the doctors ever thought was possible. I am beyond grateful for every moment we had with him and every extra borrowed day.

We love you Max and you will forever be in the hearts of so, so many.

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I have a group I've been updating on Facebook. It has more information and pictures than I've posted here. If anybody wants to see search "mighty Max updates!" On Facebook.

Thank you so much for all the prays and support.
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  • Oh @stucas I am so incredibly heartbroken for you. We were all following your updates and cheering little Max on - he has a place in all our hearts now. I just have no words for this...truly, I don't.
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  • I am so sorry however I am glad that you feel confident that you made the right decision although I can't imagine how hard it could have been. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family
  • My heart breaks for you mama. I don't even know what to say except that you are such an amazing mom and I'm sending you so much love. My sincerest condolences on the loss of your Mighty Max.
  • I'm so sorry. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
  • So very sorry to hear about Max - my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
  • My heart is breaking for you!! Sending you lots of T&Ps!
  • I'm so, so sorry. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

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  • bmblebeabmblebea member
    edited January 2015
    I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine how heartbroken you must be. You have my most sincere prayers that you guys are able to find peace somehow in all of this. Hugs to all of you.
  • My heart is breaking for you @stucas please know that you have so much love, support, prayers, and everything in between coming your way. You'll always be the Momma of a fighter. So many hugs.
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I don't really have any other words because I don't know what to say. Just sorry.
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  • Oh my heart is broken for you. I have no words. Max was a strong fighter. I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.




  • amanduhtmamanduhtm member
    edited January 2015
    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you. But you are incredibly strong and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time
  • I am so very sorry for the loss of your baby boy. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
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  • I'm so sorry... T&Ps being sent your way.



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  • picklesxpicklesx member
    edited January 2015
    Oh, no no no. @Stucas‌ , my heart is broken for you and I'm in tears. I am so so sorry. You and your family are in my thoughts.

    Rest peacefully, Mighty Max.
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  • I'm so very sorry for you loss. My heart is breaking for you and your family. I will keep you in my thoughts.

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  • I wish there was something I could say that would make this any better or take away any of your pain. This is just awful. Take care of yourself and allow yourself time to heal. I'm so very sorry.
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  • Oh mama! My heart breaks for you. I have no words to express the sympathy I have for you and your family. Your beautiful baby boy has his wings and is watching over you. Thoughts and prayers for you and the family in this hard time.
  • My heart breaks for you! Please know that we are ALL thinking of you at this incredibly difficult time. God bless.
  • I wish I had words to say that could help. I'm so so sorry for your loss, but I'm glad you feel at peace with your decision. I'm sitting here trying not to cry for you as I type this and I really wish there was something that could be said or done to help. Many thoughts and special prayers for you.
  • I'm so incredibly sorry. My heart breaks for you. I'm keeping you and your family in my T&P.
  • Words seem so trite. I am so sorry for your loss Stucas. There is no doubt that Max knew he was loved -- he was a lucky little man to have you as his momma. You and your family are all in my thoughts and prayers.

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  • I so sorry for the loss of Might Max. My heart breaks for you and your family. My thoughts are with you.
  • I am so unbelievably sorry for your loss! I can't imagine what you are going through. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers!
  • I am so sorry that this has happened.. he fought hard. There are no words to express how deeply this goes. You are so strong and you fought hard right along with him. He has his wings now. I'm just so incredibly sorry.
  • I am so incredibly sorry. There really are no words, but please know that you, your family and sweet Max are in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for your family. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Just know that mighty max is now watching over y'all. He was so loved.
  • I am so so sorry :( lots of prayers for comfort being sent your way.
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  • I am so so sorry. I will be praying for your whole family. Thank you so much for letting us be a part of Max's life. It has been an honor and a privilege. Creepy internet (((hugs))) 
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  • My heart is breaking for you and I have no words.. I am truly sorry.. May you and your family find peace, I know you are such a strong woman!
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  • magalina_hmagalina_h member
    edited January 2015
    Stucas, my heart absolutely breaks for you.  I am so sorry for the loss of sweet, mighty Max.  I hope that in the coming hours, days, months, and beyond, you are surrounded by love and support. ~MagalinaH 
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  • So so sorry for the loss of your precious boy, words are not enough, but you are your family are in my prayers.
  • I'm so deeply sorry, I dont know if you are religious but i believe God gained another angel and i'm sure he can't wait to see you again in heaven. My thoughts are with you mama
  • So so sorry to read this. Thinking of you during this time and sending you healing vibes.
  • I'm so sorry for you loss of little Max. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
  • I am so sorry. I have no words. I will continue to pray for your family.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Absolutely heartbreaking. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
  • I'm so very sorry for your loss. It's not fair your family had to lose your beautiful Max.
    Please remember to lean on others during this time. Your friends and family love you and they'll carry you.
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