CD1 and the crazies.

kreardon11

So today is CD1.....and this is how I feel.....

It's my first AF post D&C and I feel like raggggggging. I've never felt this emotional....ever. Has anyone else felt like this with their first cycle post D&C? I don't recall being this emotional after my first. Last night my DH had somewhere to go and when he was putting his coat on I just started weeping. I dunno wtf is wrong with me....but I definitely owe him an apology because it blew up into a full blown fight for no reason. I ended up so tired that I can't even recall wtf we were fighting about. Sleep fighting?

 I felt so guilty.....and I've been crying all day....... 

Sorry to rant/ask silly questions. Here are some treats for listening...........

edit - spelling. 

eliida

My first cycle after my d&c was extra emotional, too. It was like the final nail in the coffin, definite proof that I was no longer pregnant. I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time. (((Hugs)))

kreardon11

Thanks ladies for the support and validation. DH just gave me crazy eyes  $-) @-)

Nikolie93

All my MC's were natural but I found myself to be extra emotional with the first CD1. 

However, I just started CD1 on Sunday and I was a big, hot, mess, a couple of days leading up to it. I couldn't even watch a commercial without crying. I also had zero patience which isn't really like me. 

I felt the bat shit crazy coming so I warned MH and asked that he not take anything I say personal lol 

Km380

Cd1 sucks monkey balls at any time. But I do remember being extra awful after my 2nd loss. (((Hugs)))

bumpuser10605721

Im CD 6 right now but on CD 2 I was crying over football commercials...

NOBB14

YUP. First CD post D&C got me into such a rage over stupid shit that I was covered in hives. Totally reasonable, body! Bless our husbands hearts for having already vowed to stay with us. Because that's what weddings are for, right? Locking it in in advance of losing your marbles?

Once the cycle passed things were much calmer, though. Blame the hormones, that's what they're there for.

kreardon11

NOBB14 said:

YUP. First CD post D&C got me into such a rage over stupid shit that I was covered in hives. Totally reasonable, body! Bless our husbands hearts for having already vowed to stay with us. Because that's what weddings are for, right? Locking it in in advance of losing your marbles? Once the cycle passed things were much calmer, though. Blame the hormones, that's what they're there for.

Uhm, hello twin. This happened to me at work yesterday and my co-worker asked if I went tanning because I was so red......grr......

catvaughn5002

((HUGS)) being sent your way.  I haven't experienced ragey yet however I'm much more emotional when AF shows up now and cry very easily. CD1 always sucks!

NOBB14

Ha @kreardon11‌ rage twins FTW! I felt like I was turning into the hulk.

MellyMel15

Yes! My first AF post-D&C was a killer. Three days before AF reared her ugly head, I found out that my best friend was pregnant (due a month after I would have been) and I just lost it. Granted that news would have been difficult to swallow anyway, but hearing that combined with the PMS had me crying for, like, two days. I also had the worst PMS cramps I've ever had. It was bad, man. 

meredithcarole

I'm sorry AF is being a bigger bitch than normal. So many (((hugs)))

imnotfancy

This is my first cycle post d&c as well. I'm on CD3. I can't say I'm raging, but I have been very tearful. And it's not that I am extra sad... I'm actually happy to get this cycle started and over with. I'm sorry you're having a difficult time as well.

Here, have a sympathetic puppy.

stephy1221

Sorry you are having a rough go of it. Hugs.

Puglife83

I'm CD1 also today. I ate 3 donuts and an ice cream bar for diner. I worked from home. Throat punch to today.

kreardon11

Thanks ladies. 

Uhm.....the rage was gone.....but then someone just tagged me for a PgAL check in for Thursday Tickers.......THE RAGE AND CRYING IS BACK........I know it was a mistake....but WTF