It's hard to celebrate or even say"Happy New Year" the holidays aren't the same for me anymore our for any of us I'm sure. Is there something you would like to tell your Angel that you would like to share?
Emily and my itty bitty, A new year means another year without you... I am so heartbroken. I love you so much. I don't know how to celebrate when two of my babies are missing. My heart aches. I love you.
Kayla, as we move another year from the last time we held you, we have not, and will never forget you. Our visits to your grave may become more infrequent and we may speak your name less, but we think about you, and miss you and love you every.single.day. I love you baby girl, and remember, it's not another year away from you, it's another year closer to seeing you again.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
Although this year has been unimaginably hard, it has still been the best year of my life. It's the year I met you and held you in my arms. You are worth every second of heartache. I worry that my memory of our time together will fade, but I know my love for you will not. See you soon, baby girl.
We have officially turned the page on the most difficult calendar year of my life but one that will always make me smile because it's the only year that you lived here on this earth. I miss you more than I ever thought humanly possible. Although I don't cry for you every day anymore, my heartache has not lessened and never will. Even if I were to go on to have 10 children, life will never be complete without you. You are and will forever be my baby girl. I love you so much sweetheart.
November 2010 - 10.5 week loss October2011 - DS (7) July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks) August 2015- DD (3) April 2018 - 5 week loss
My sweet Colton, It's hard to believe how quickly time keeps passing. I feel like we were just celebrating the beginning of 2014, and now the year is already gone. 2014 was different than I expected, ups and downs, highs and lows, harder in some ways than I expected, and yet still so much joy, and always, so much lonelier without you. Mommy and daddy love and miss you every moment, our precious baby boy.
Me: 32 DH: 33 High School Sweethearts Married 5/28/2005
DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown
Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16. Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.
I miss you so much. I can't believe we are starting a new year without you. You are always in my thoughts and I'm am keeping your memory alive. I created Answers for Ava and Daddy and I are going to donate to the SUDC.org in your memory. We love you sweet girl.
Re: it's New Year's Eve would you like to share
A new year means another year without you... I am so heartbroken. I love you so much. I don't know how to celebrate when two of my babies are missing. My heart aches. I love you.
Kayla, as we move another year from the last time we held you, we have not, and will never forget you. Our visits to your grave may become more infrequent and we may speak your name less, but we think about you, and miss you and love you every.single.day. I love you baby girl, and remember, it's not another year away from you, it's another year closer to seeing you again.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
Although this year has been unimaginably hard, it has still been the best year of my life. It's the year I met you and held you in my arms. You are worth every second of heartache. I worry that my memory of our time together will fade, but I know my love for you will not. See you soon, baby girl.
We have officially turned the page on the most difficult calendar year of my life but one that will always make me smile because it's the only year that you lived here on this earth. I miss you more than I ever thought humanly possible. Although I don't cry for you every day anymore, my heartache has not lessened and never will. Even if I were to go on to have 10 children, life will never be complete without you. You are and will forever be my baby girl. I love you so much sweetheart.
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss
It's hard to believe how quickly time keeps passing. I feel like we were just celebrating the beginning of 2014, and now the year is already gone. 2014 was different than I expected, ups and downs, highs and lows, harder in some ways than I expected, and yet still so much joy, and always, so much lonelier without you. Mommy and daddy love and miss you every moment, our precious baby boy.
I miss you so much. I can't believe we are starting a new year without you. You are always in my thoughts and I'm am keeping your memory alive. I created Answers for Ava and Daddy and I are going to donate to the SUDC.org in your memory. We love you sweet girl.
Love always.
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
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