**CCAM**

JBDamonM

Since I can feel the 2WW anxiety kicking in, figured I would ask this question well in advance. I have to have my Beta in Hartford because that's the first day the Farmington office is closed. Is the parking garage across from the cancer center? Also, is the blood drawn in the main office? or is there a seperate area like Farmington? They didn't tell me anything other than go there and here's the address!

ccam

The garage is across the street from the cancer center - sort of behind the building that the office is in. You can get right into the building thru the garage. No separate blood draw room, it's all in the same spot, 9th floor.

What day is your beta again?? I'm so hoping this is it for you - you've been through so much!

JBDamonM

Perfect - thank you! We went there once a couple of years ago to meet with the urlologist but I couldn't remember exactly where the garage is.

So my Beta is Christmas Eve. Which is terrible!!! Ironically, Christmas Eve was always the one holiday we always spent with my dad. It's the one day I have been dreading since the day he passed away - to the point where I wondered how I would even get out of bed. Obviously, this could be a huge positive - but with that image of the stark white  HPT so clearly in my mind from last time, it's hard to totally keep the faith. Driving to Hartford is way less than ideal  (not to mention right near the cancer center I used to have to take him too) - but I decided it's a great time to go "see" him.....and bring him a Miller Lite and scratch ticket (his two Christmas Eve essentials)..... I feel a lot more at peace with this plan and hope he can give me one last Christmas present.

Sorry for the long winded response! This is weighing on me.

ccam

Oh man @JBDamonM‌, that's really crappy timing!! But I'm sure your Dad is watching over you and hopefully will bring great news on Christmas Eve. It will definitely make for an amazing Christmas!

Are you testing before beta?