Married my rock - April 29, 2011
BFP - June 4, 2011 EDD February 3, 2012
Super T born @ 37 weeks - January 13, 2012
Super T diagnosed with stage IV high risk Neuroblastoma nmyc-amp - January 2, 2013
Super T cancer free - June 19, 2013
Super T relapsed - January 2, 2014
Super T earned his angel wings - January 3, 2014
TTC for #2 beginning November 2014
BFP #2 - Chemical Pregnancy - Confirmed May 29, 2015
Diagnosed with PCOS; HSG - Clear; SA - Clear
Clomid #1 - BFN
Femera Cycle #2 - BFN
Femera Cycle #3 - BFP 11/10/15 - EDD 07/14/16
Re: December
You are so new to this, I say don't try to be so strong all the time. You have to let yourself grieve and feel everything. If you feel like it otherwise takes over your life, just give yourself a timeframe to just feel whatever you need to feel. That way you have a break of sorts. It's difficult to be strong all day, every day. Especially in the beginning.
**siggy
((big hugs)))
I also agree that the anxiety leading up to the day/time is worse.
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
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TTC since 10/2010
IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
October 2011 - DS (7)
July 2014 - Stillborn DD (24 weeks)
August 2015 - DD (3)
April 2018 - 5 week loss