10 months and depressed bad

ashleyyjteague

10 mont. Preggnant and I'm so depressed I can't stop crying my life seems like it's going downhill it feels like it won't get any better and it's bad enough scared about It this time with my second child I don't know if I'm going to be induced or if it would naturally come everything upsets me my mother is not even here she doesn't care she didn't even came down to see my first son who is born May 2013 all I ever wanted was my mother to be by my side that shows me she is supportive and be there when I had my child she hasn't been there for either oneI can't do nothing I can't cook I can't clean to my husband standards I'm disabled he's disabled I can't make money I can't even go to school as I wanted to go dojust being pregnant this time if it wasn't a good idea I feel like it was bad timing I'm also scared of dying when I'm in labor I have breathing problems I had a tube in my neck from a car accident in 2011 and a back fracture on my T nine doesn't seem like its getting any easier I just wish I had some help going through life

mamatohne

Holy shit. I can't even read this. Punctuation is your friend.

But I'm sorry you are going through this. You should talk to your doctor about it for sure.

ssstephanie214

( sorry 4 your hard times

hiketheworld

You can do this!! I'm also really overdue and it's super hard emotionally. I feel really depressed as well. I've also thought about dying during labor. It is fear. It's okay to be afraid.

Give yourself a break. You can't do it all, so just focus on what you can do. You can love on your son and you will give birth to your second baby.

It feels shitty not to have the support you want particularly when you need it most. When your kids need support I'm sure you will be there for them.

Finally, it can't hurt to talk to your doctor about how you are feeling. Medication may help. Hang in there! It will get better.