Thank you everyone for ll ur thoughts prayers and sympathy.
@snowbigdeal I was not able to hold him I couldn't bare to even look at him. We are going to have a small memorial for him. Thank u for the book recommendations and support. I am waiting to hear back, they think it's because of an infection they just can't find where the infection is. They are keeping me probably another night. Blood tests and antibiotics.
I went through this with a friend, and I am heart broken for you that you also had to experience this. I don't believe the grieving ever ends. I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family as you grieve.
TTC #1 since July 2010
July 2011: Referred to RE, started Letrozole
August 2011: BFP #1! M/C @ 5wks
September 2011 - September 2012: test, after test, after test... S/A, HCG, B/W... Diagnosis: unexplained infertility. Letrozole, Metformin... nothing.
September 2012: Diagnosed gluten intolerance; now living strict GF diet.
November 2012: BFP #2! MM/C @ 6wks (discovered at 8wks). 2 rounds of Misoprostal - nothing. D&C December 2012.
May 2013: BFP #3! Hoping this one sticks! 4x prometrium/day EDD: 01/25/14
06/03/13: 1st u/s We have a heartbeat! Team green!
01/24/14: Team green turned team pink. Baby girl was born!
08/05/14: Surprise BFP #4! (Unmedicated, no pp period, EDD unknown)
08/15/14: 1 u/s We have a heartbeat! Measured 6wks 2 days. EDD 04/08/15. Team green!
04/08/15: Team green turned team pink. Baby girl was born!
03/29/16: BFP #5! (Unmedicated, 1 cycle TTC) EDD: 11/09/16
I've been tearing up for you all day. For some reason I'm hoping my tears can take some of your pain which is dumb. But I am so sorry. It is heartbreaking and even more heartbreaking that there are so many women out there that can directly relate.
Re: Goodbye a15 (loss)
DH: 29
DS: 18 months 4/2/2015
Baby #2 EDD: 6/1/2017
@snowbigdeal I was not able to hold him I couldn't bare to even look at him. We are going to have a small memorial for him. Thank u for the book recommendations and support. I am waiting to hear back, they think it's because of an infection they just can't find where the infection is. They are keeping me probably another night. Blood tests and antibiotics.
So sorry!!! T&P 's cant even imagine such a heartbreaking loss. so sorry
BFP 3: 10/26/16//EDD: 7/2/17
Factor V Leiden Homozygous, Advanced Maternal Age
TTC #1, 5 yrs, PCOS, Femera + Ovidrel.
IUI#3 BFP, DD 5/31/2012
TTC #2, 2 yrs, PCOS, Femera+Ovidrel
IUI#2 BFP!
TTC #1 since July 2010
July 2011: Referred to RE, started Letrozole
August 2011: BFP #1! M/C @ 5wks
September 2011 - September 2012: test, after test, after test... S/A, HCG, B/W... Diagnosis: unexplained infertility. Letrozole, Metformin... nothing.
September 2012: Diagnosed gluten intolerance; now living strict GF diet.
November 2012: BFP #2! MM/C @ 6wks (discovered at 8wks). 2 rounds of Misoprostal - nothing. D&C December 2012.
May 2013: BFP #3! Hoping this one sticks! 4x prometrium/day EDD: 01/25/14
06/03/13: 1st u/s We have a heartbeat! Team green!
01/24/14: Team green turned team pink. Baby girl was born!
08/05/14: Surprise BFP #4! (Unmedicated, no pp period, EDD unknown)
08/15/14: 1 u/s We have a heartbeat! Measured 6wks 2 days. EDD 04/08/15. Team green!
04/08/15: Team green turned team pink. Baby girl was born!
03/29/16: BFP #5! (Unmedicated, 1 cycle TTC) EDD: 11/09/16
FTM & TEAM BLUE!!!
Haha, my username should read "3Girlsand1BoyMama"...with #5 on the way! (and then we're done.)
Me, 33, DH, 32 DDs 9, 7, 4 and DS 2. EDD #5 4-29-15