so, I was always planning to BF my twins for at least a year but I recently had a week long hospital stay and I've never responded well to the pump. I couldn't even nurse them when they came to see me once a day because of the medications I was on. so of course I now have basically no milk. plus, the babies seem to have easily transitioned to formula from the bottles and aren't at all interested in nursing. while I'm happy that they seem to have had an easy time weaning I can't help but be sad that I didn't make it to my goal (they're 11 months) and I'm just feeling really sad about not nursing. when I try to talk to my husband about it all he says is "you nursed as long as you could, you did great, don't worry about it" which is true but doesn't make me feel any better. I never really was one to think nursing was this magical bonding time between mother and baby, I always just thought of it as a way to feed and sooth them but now that I can't do it I find myself missing it. plus, I really hate to spend money on what (to me) is a less than ideal milk. I don't really know if I have a question or anything, I just needed to vent to people who I hope will understand since no one in my real life seems to.