I have to take the anti-seizure medicine lamictal (lamotrigine) and that puts me at great risk for cleft lip and palate. I am almost six weeks pregnant and this is the time it would happen. I am feeling a lot of guilt already and don't even know if my baby will have it. The risk is ten times the normal rate so it is very likely. I don't know how to keep from thinking about it for the next 34 weeks. Anyone else struggling with this?