~~~~~May Flowers Check In~~~~~ 11/10/14

Km380

@giants721 fx!!!! Pm if you get a bfp

alm288

@MellyMel15‌ - I'm so sorry for your loss. Welcome

@nikiswimr‌ - I hope your body soon figures it out and AF shows up. Being in limbo sucks. Hang in there.

@Giants721‌ - oh my, soo exciting today. FX that this is it!!!!

@Elsiemae - how are you doing today? Hope you are starting to feel better.

Km380

Sterling13 said:

I'm so late to this check in! I don't know how I missed it! (((hugs))) to everyone. Sorry I'm so behind and not tagging everyone!

AFM: I'm good, really. Just hanging out, wondering if AF will show soon. I got a squinter of a BFP yesterday, so the HCG is almost out of my system. I have a follow up appt on Monday, so should have confirmation of my number after that. I'm just so ready to move on from 2014.

I hope Monday gives you zero and AF shows soon! I agree, 2014 can go ahead and end now

welly01

Can I add just a random vent?  I'm having such a shitty day/week.  I feel like I'm in such a dark place right now and going nowhere but down.  I had an ugly, embarrassing cry last night because DH and I got into a stupid argument over a misunderstanding.  Wine may have played a small part.  My new motto is "if I can't be pregnant, I'm going to drink". I've decided that may not be the healthiest attitude to have.  I've been comfort eating way too much lately and I can tell I'm gaining weight.  Awesome.

Also, there is a girl at work that pissed me off earlier this week and I keep running into her.  I feel so childish but I get so upset when I even see her.  I'm doing my very best to avoid her but then *pop* she just appears out of nowhere.  Plus, I've got so much stuff to do at work and just can't find the motivation to stay focused, so that is stressing me out.

I want to be in a good place physically and emotionally when we are cleared to TTC.  I just don't know how to stop myself from sliding down this slippery slope, like I can't get a grip.  I feel like I just can't shake myself from this funk.

Thanks for listening.

 

Km380

@wellybug we are always here for a vent (((hugs))))
I pm'ed you >:D<