OK, sorry I've been MIA for a while. We've all been sick, traveling, and just kind of surviving. I went for my pre-IVF appt this AM, after being on BCP for almost 3 weeks. She only counted 9 follicles. I have no idea what this means, but it seems low? So of course now I am freaking out and already thinking this isn't going to work.

Somebody please talk me off a ledge. I'm still kind of clueless on it all (even after the class) and still in shock that we're starting this and that we had 4 failed IUIs - definitely just kind of in a funk.
I know it only takes one, but it still doesn't leave me very hopeful for whatever reason. Ack. I hate this never ending mind game.
Anyway, so I am still waiting on the call back from the nurse but right now the plan is to start Gonal-F and Menopur on Tuesday then go back on Friday.
Any advice would be really appreciated (and sorry for sounding like a crazy person, though it's kind of how I feel right now!)
Me: 34 Unexplained IF, DH: 31, no issues
3 cycles of Clomid Jan-March 2012
3x BFN
IUI #1 Sept 2012 BFN
IUI #1 Oct 2012 (10/11/12) BFP!
Beta #1 10/26 313
Beta #2 10/29 1450
Beta #3 11/1 4202
U/S #1 11/13
Baby Girl born 7/3/13!!!
And now we begin again...
RE Consult 2/25
Baseline Bloodwork and U/S 3/4
Had a 22mm follicle on the R, getting ready to O on my own...BFN
AF 4/6, CD11 testing done 4/16
3 follies right (largest 18), 1 left (11.8). Lining 7.16
starting Estrace 4/16, trigger 4/16 with IUI likely 4/18
Re: pre-IVF appt - need opinions!
And, nine would be a fabulous number, regardless. Dr G told me a great IVF cycle will yield between 8-12 eggs, so you'd be just right. Sounds like things are going great!
12dp5dt: 765; 15dp5dt: 1979; 17dp5dt: 3379...TWINS!!!!!
Our perfect baby boys were born at 36w1d!!
IVF #1 ET 1 d3 embryo 10/30/11 BFP
3 Embryos frozen (1 d5, 2 d6)
DS born 07/29/12
FET #1 ET 1 d5 embryo 02/10/15 BFN
FET #2 1 d6 embryo didn't survive thaw, transferred last d6. CP
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I"m still looking up."
TTC #1 since August 2011 MFI Diagnosis - April 2012
IVF #1 - July 2012 - Stims start 7/2, ER 7/12, 20 retrieved, 16 mature, 13 fertilized!
ET - 7/17 - 1 blast transferred. Beta - 7/26 273, Beta 2 7/30 - 1143. Beta 3 8/6 - 11,597
12/25 - Santa tells us "IT'S A GIRL!" EDD - April 4th
Our Little Easter Bunny has arrived!
Molly Mildred born 03/31/13
TTC A Sibling....... FET #1 11/14/14, Transferred one beautiful blast
Remaining four frosties arrested due to "embryologist error"
Plllllleasssee stick little icicle.....Beta 11/23...BFN
Starting ALL over with a fresh IVF cycle
Stims start 11/28/14, ER December 10th, 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, only 4 fertilized
1 Blast Transferred on December 15th..... Beta Christmas Eve... Please Santa, bring me a baby!
Beta #1 345.....Beta #2....750/ First U/S 1/13/15/HB 131....EDD 9/2/2015