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I wasn't ready...

ChanelAChanelA member
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I wasn't ready for the insane rush of emotions I would feel with my AF post Miscarriage. I've been checking my cervix for CM and position and today I has brown/pinkish so I'm sure AF is on her way. I really wanted AF back but suddenly I'm just really sad and I'm back to crying. :(
Met 10/27/2006 & Married 6/7/2014
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BFP 8/30/2104 | EDD 5/11/2015 | MS 10/3/2014 | D&C 10/7/2014
BFP 12/31/2014 | EDD 9/13/2015 PLEASE be our RAINBOW

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  • eliidaeliida member
    ((Hugs)) AF, especially the first few visits, is a real punch to the face.
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  • Nikolie93Nikolie93 member
    I'm so sorry.

    I know exactly how you feel. My boobs are starting to hurt so I know AF is coming soon. Ironically (in a cruel way) it's due on the EDD from 2 MC's ago.

    I think the sadness is normal, it's a reminder that we are no longer pregnant. Try to hang in there *hugs*
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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  • EIsieMaeEIsieMae member
    Huge hugs! All the different emotions after a loss are so hard. It's nice to know that AF is coming back. But it's also a big reminder of the loss all over again. I hope it's an easy period, and the week passes quickly.
    BFP #1: 5-14-2010, DD born 1-22-2011
    BFP #2: 4-20-2012, Natural MC 5-1-2012
    BFP #3: 7-19-2012, DS born 3-27-2013
    BFP #4: 9-13-2014, MMC discovered 10-27-14 at 10w, d&c on 11-6-14 

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  • mflowers929mflowers929 member
    I think most of us have been there. It's a tough reminder, but at the same time, it's ourbbodies getting back to normal so that, when we're ready, we can try again.
    Take care of yourself.
    Momma to 3 angels and two amazing children
    F born June 2018
    W born September 2020
    #3 due November 2022
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  • ctk181ctk181 member
    ((Hugs))
    Married: 4/28/12
    BFP: 7/2/14 ;  1st US 7/21/14 Baby measuring 7w5d, HB of 138;  Discovered MMC 8/18/14 at 11w2d, baby measuring 8w5d, no hb ; 8/19/14 D&C
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  • FutureMrsWright2012FutureMrsWright2012 member
    Sorry chica. :( Hugs to you today. 
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    TTC since 3/2012 
    DH - 34; nml swimmers; Me - 34; sinking AMH (now 0.55), low AFC, nml FSH/LH 
    Clomid + IUI #1 (6/2013) - BFN; #2 (7/2013) - BFFN 
    Bonus info: me - low TNF, low vitamin D, borderline low IGF (all improving) 
    IVF (May/June2014) 5R/5F/2T (ET 6/11) - no frosties. 
    + HPT 8dp5dt. Beta #1 - 71(6/20). Beta #2 381 (6/24) 
    U/S 7/11 (one perfect little bean, HB 150's). EDD 3/1/2015
    Baby boy Lincoln Alexander's HB stopped at 18w and was delivered at 19w (10/3/2014)
    All testing normal/negative including normal chromosomes - no answers... D&C 11/20/2014
    IVF#2 coming in Spring 2015
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  • schuebjaschuebja member
    I'm sorry :(
    Together since April 2004.  Married since June 19th, 2010.
     BFP #1: January 31st 2012: CP. 
     BFP #2: June 1st 2012, Due:2/8/13. Avery was born via unplanned c section on 2/13/13. 
     BFP #3: Sept. 25th, 2014. Due: 6/5/15.  MMC on 10/23/14. Confirmed complete molar pregnancy per D&C 10/29/14, 
    HCG officially negative 12/10/14.  Benched until June 2015.
                                                        
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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    ((hugs)) I know it can be hard.

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

    Everyone Welcome

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  • Km380Km380 member
    It's so hard, as much as you want AF so you can move forward, it really is a punch when she shows. (((Hugs))) be kind to yourself this weekend

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

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  • tigerlynx31413tigerlynx31413 member
    Hugs!

    BFP #1 7/6/2012, EDD 3/13/2013, Delivered 3/14/2013

    BFP #2 1/7/2014: EDD:9/14 MC: 1/9/2014 (confirmed via blood work)

    BFP #3 7/5/2014: EDD 3/11/2015 MC: 7/15/2014

    BFP #4 11/7/2014: EDD 7/17/2015~~Please be my RAINBOW!

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  • mmmslymmmsly member
    so sorry! be good to yourself. ((hugs))

     



     



     


                                                              


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  • uromysuromys member
    Hugs lady! I hope that your day is better today. There are a wave of emotions that we go through after loss. I pray for strength to get me through them. Hope you can have a good weekend.

    DH & I are both 28    Together: 12 years    Married: 09/24/2011

    BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012

    Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12

    BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20

    BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15

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  • flyoffeveflyoffeve member
    I am sorry you are having a tough time. (Hugs)

    Me: 31 DH: 36
    Dated Since ‘02, Married in ‘06
    BFP#1 05/16/06, EDD01/16/07, MC 06/12/06 at 8 weeks
    BFP #2 08/14/14, EDD 04/22/15, MC 09/17/14 at 9 weeks

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  • welly01welly01 member
    I'm so sorry you're having a rough time.  I hope this week passes quickly for you.
                                                                                              BFP #1 3/2/12, T born 11/7/12
                                                                                                 BFP #2  7/2/14, CP 7/6/14
                                 BFP #3 8/28/14, MMC 10/2/14 @ 9wks - misoprostol 10/6/14, D&C 11/3/14 for retained tissue
                                       BFP #4 12/25/14, EDD 9/7/15 - please stick baby, you are so loved and wanted!!!!!                                                                                           
                                                                                                                                                   
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  • ImJessesGirlImJessesGirl member
    Awww hugs, sweetie! There's so many different emotions that we didn't expect to feel, isnt there? It can be so tough. We are here for you!
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    DD: 10 (born August 2004)
    Married 03/01/14
    TTC#2
    BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
    BFP: 01/31/15 MMC: 02/25/15 





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  • lycihlycih member
    Ugh, I'm so sorry hon.  It's so unpredictable the things that can really push all the sad buttons when you think you're "doing ok"  
    ((hugs))


    ::The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar that even the ultimate fullfillment of that hope cannot fully erase:: Thomas Hardy

    BFP #1: 07/08/11  EDD: 03/22/12  Missed miscarriage @ 8w: 08/11/11, stopped growing @ 6w6d
    BFP #2: 03/26/12  EDD: 12/07/12  We have a HB at 7w!! (04/20/12)  CSD born 12/12/12 
    BFP #3: 08/05/14  Chemical Pregnancy at 4w3d 08/06/14
    BFP #4: 10/02/14  EDD: 06/10/15  Miscarriage at 6w6d 10/22/14




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  • mkfish31mkfish31 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Go easy on yourself during this difficult time. 
    Married since Dec 2010. TTC since Feb of 2014. 

    **BFP#1 Feb 20th. EDD October 28th, 2014. MC March 20th (7.5 wks) D&C.

    **BFP #2 May 22nd. EDD Feb 8th, 2015.   MC  July 1st, 2014 (6.5 weeks) D&C

     Heard both babies heartbeats @6w3d, 122bpm and 100bpm. Will never forget that sound!

    **BFP #3 EDD 8/21/15  Please, please be our rainbow!!

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  • Cheetara2Cheetara2 member
    ((Hugs))

    IUI#3 brought us our dragon baby Z

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    TTCAL January 2015 Siggy Challenge: Animal Snow Interactions 


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  • alm288alm288 member
    I remember being glad AF showed up but sad because it confirmed again that I was no longer pregnant. (((Hugs))) take care of yourself.
    TTC: Since July 2013
    BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
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  • AngieL610AngieL610 member
    many hugs! <3
    DH & me - 31. 

    BFP #1 09/27/14 -- MMC 5w (discovered 8w) 
    IUI #1 - #4  - bfn (late 2015 to early 2016)
    01/03/17 - 12mm x 6mm polyp removed from uterus- neg path, yay!
    IUI #5 - February 2017. Hoping for some magic 
    02.22.17 - BFP! EDD 11/01/17

    Baby G has arrived! 10/14/17
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  • ChanelAChanelA member
    Thank you ladies... Today has been better. I can't say enough how glad I am to be part of this board. As sucky as it is I'm glad I have a supportive group to listen to me. Seems like no one IRL understands me.
    Met 10/27/2006 & Married 6/7/2014
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    BFP 8/30/2104 | EDD 5/11/2015 | MS 10/3/2014 | D&C 10/7/2014
    BFP 12/31/2014 | EDD 9/13/2015 PLEASE be our RAINBOW

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  • Nikolie93Nikolie93 member
    I'm glad to know you're having a bit of a better day today :)

    And I know what you mean about IRL. It's especially hard when you don't know anyone that has actually been through it. I have great friends that will listen but I just don't get a lot out of it because it's impossible for them to understand.

    Hope you continue feeling better and you have a great weekend!
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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  • EIsieMaeEIsieMae member
    Glad to hear that things are going a bit better for you today!
    BFP #1: 5-14-2010, DD born 1-22-2011
    BFP #2: 4-20-2012, Natural MC 5-1-2012
    BFP #3: 7-19-2012, DS born 3-27-2013
    BFP #4: 9-13-2014, MMC discovered 10-27-14 at 10w, d&c on 11-6-14 

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  • LittleMrsWLittleMrsW member
    ((Hugs)) I'm glad today is going better for you.




    Me-27 DH-29

     TTC#1 January 2013

    BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C

    Working on our rainbow!

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  • renegadewhitrenegadewhit member
    Glad today is a little better. Being caught off guard makes it even worse. ((Hugs))
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    I'll be at a new place providing support. 


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