Had to run to the ER last night and got the worst news...
This is my second loss in five months and hit pretty hard...
I feel a complete failure...completely broken inside...
At least that happened before my trip to see my family in Brazil it would have been way way worse if it happened during the 10 hours flight.
Now, I noticed that, like the last time, I am having allergy reaction.
My eyes are puffy and my body is all itchy.
Did anybody ever had a reaction like that?
ETA, can't think straight to write correctly.
UPDATE:
I would like to thank you all for the kind words. It honestly helped a lot and I feel much better now...
The allergy is now gone and I do think it was something hormonal doctors don't know either since they did not give anything on my visit to the ER.
Thanks again and
Hope you guys have a happy and healthy pregnancy.
Happy Holidays!
Re: This is a goodbye... thank you for your words.
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About the itching and allergy-like symptoms, that can be a result of anxiety. You may have stress hives. The body comes up with strange ways to manifest the incredible amount of emotions you must be feeling.
My heart goes out to you.
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After my miscarriage I broke out in terrible hives. It happened on and off for weeks. The doctor said it was probably a mix between nerves and hormones. You'll get through this...
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