I was lying in bed this morning, thermometer under my
tongue, desperately having to pee and preparing myself for A) the temp drop and
AF once I got to the bathroom, just as it went last cycle. I’ve been trying to
remain hopeful, but I’m a “realist” at heart.
Imagine my surprise when my temp reading was 36.87. I basically sprinted to the bathroom, and ripped open a FRER (trying not to make too much wrapper noise and rouse BF suspicion).
I can’t bear watching the HPT develop, so I laid the box on top of the test and set the timer on my phone. Three minutes later, I take a deep breath and remove the box: BFP. HOLY SHIT.
I want to tell all of you what a huge difference you’ve made to my knowledge, patience, and general sanity over this last little while. I can’t say enough about how valuable your insights, support, help, and hugs have been. And I just know I’m kicking off another round of awesome BFPs from you ladies soon!
So! It’s early days yet, and I’m basically scared shitless. Happy Hallowe’en.
Re: SCARY Hallowe’en Revelation *BFP Mentioned*
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
My Ovulation Chart
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
Me: 35 DH: 41
DS: 12/25/2008
DD: 04/06/2010
My Ovulation Chart
Thanks so much everyone! @URMySunshine77that is totally adorable! I am still reeling, in disbelief, loking over and over again at the HPT, feeling shaky and scared, and surreal (waiting to wake up).
I haven't told the BF yet. I want to do some sort of reveal. I was thinking of telling him at dinner tomorrow or Sunday (I suggested we go out somewhere), but I don't know if I'll be able to wait that long.
Me: 35, He: 41. Baby #1!
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
Congratulations! I was so hoping your temp drop was an implantation dip. Hope you have a healthy and easy 9 months. Happy Halloween.
Edited: Gif wasn't working
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
TTCAL Siggy Challenge
Me: 35, He: 41. Baby #1!
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
Congratulations!! So happy for you! Wishing you a healthy and happy 9 months!!
Please let us know how your reveal goes!!
He was shocked I think, especially since I had told him two days earlier that I thought I was out. His eyes welled up with tears (that's big for him!) and he said "really?!" and then laughed a lot. And there was hugging and kissing.
Me: 35, He: 41. Baby #1!
Me: 43, DOR FI: 44, SA normal
TTC Since Nov 2013
01/2014: Meeting with RE to discuss options
02/2014: Clomid + Trigger + TI = BFN
03/2014: on the bench
05/2014: meeting with RE to discuss Donor IVF options
09/2014 - IVF#1 - converted to IUI - BFN