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spiraling (LC mentioned)

lycihlycih member
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I'm having a hard time not just spiraling this time around.  After the first m/c, I felt like I could take some comfort in the "common for first pregnancy" statistics.  
But, now it's just feeling so much more indicative of a greater problem.  We have four "successful" cycles under our belt, but only one successful pregnancy.  
I know no one else's fertility has bearing on your own, but my mom had such a horrible reproductive history, that I just feel like this most recent miscarriage is turning out to be almost harder to get my heart/head around... 
There's no real point to this, I guess, just that this really doesn't seem to get any easier.  



::The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar that even the ultimate fullfillment of that hope cannot fully erase:: Thomas Hardy

BFP #1: 07/08/11  EDD: 03/22/12  Missed miscarriage @ 8w: 08/11/11, stopped growing @ 6w6d
BFP #2: 03/26/12  EDD: 12/07/12  We have a HB at 7w!! (04/20/12)  CSD born 12/12/12 
BFP #3: 08/05/14  Chemical Pregnancy at 4w3d 08/06/14
BFP #4: 10/02/14  EDD: 06/10/15  Miscarriage at 6w6d 10/22/14




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Re: spiraling (LC mentioned)

  • Nikolie93Nikolie93 member

    You definitely aren't alone. I was pretty much ok with the first one as well but this third one has really thrown me for a loop. I think it's because the time is coming near that MH and I may possibly throw in the towel. It's hard knowing that decision is looming ahead of me.

    I wish I had words of wisdom or something magical to say that would make you feel better, but I don't. At least know you aren't alone and I would give you a creepy hug if I could! :)

    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



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  • ChanelAChanelA member
    Im so sorry, sending you hugs!
    Met 10/27/2006 & Married 6/7/2014
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    BFP 8/30/2104 | EDD 5/11/2015 | MS 10/3/2014 | D&C 10/7/2014
    BFP 12/31/2014 | EDD 9/13/2015 PLEASE be our RAINBOW

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  • lycihlycih member
    thanks ladies <3


    ::The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar that even the ultimate fullfillment of that hope cannot fully erase:: Thomas Hardy

    BFP #1: 07/08/11  EDD: 03/22/12  Missed miscarriage @ 8w: 08/11/11, stopped growing @ 6w6d
    BFP #2: 03/26/12  EDD: 12/07/12  We have a HB at 7w!! (04/20/12)  CSD born 12/12/12 
    BFP #3: 08/05/14  Chemical Pregnancy at 4w3d 08/06/14
    BFP #4: 10/02/14  EDD: 06/10/15  Miscarriage at 6w6d 10/22/14




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  • 4N6s4N6s member
    I hope everything works out...
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  • kyliehopefulkyliehopeful member
    I'm sorry for what your going through, we are at 4 losses now so I hear what your saying
    Married to a wonderful man

    TTC since 2001

    4 losses - last one in september 2014 (9 weeks - male trisomy 15)

    High FSH and low ovarian reserve

    Ever hopeful that one day my dreams will come true
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  • FigureSkater8FigureSkater8 member
    I'm so sorry for your losses. 

      Me:36, DH:37

    DS born 11/2012

    BFP 7/26/14, Missed M/C at 8 weeks, discovered at 10 wks, 6 days, D&C 9/22/14, Dx: Partial molar pregnancy

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