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PinkCamino

buggirl72

I love that the board is full of perfect people with nothing to confess

PinkCamino

I'm really over ladies introing in their 2ww. What a huge fucking slap in the face. From this moment forward I refuse to interact with anyone who decides to intro here right after they O and are TTC. Heading to PGAL to congratulate friends on milestones they pass and to check in on them is getting fucking hard when there are TTCALers introing on PGAL like 10 days after introing here.

Fuck that shit.

MrsG80inTN

I was gassy yesterday at the gym while on the elliptical and kept looking around at others walking by like "I'm not sure who did that... I can't believe they would fart in public and not claim it"... (And yeah... I just put that on the internet - good times)

PinkCamino

Sterling13 said:

Pgal is the hardest board for me to look at and always has been for a bunch of reasons. @PinkCamino‌ nailed one of them. (((Hugs))) my love.

((hugs)) Glad I'm not the only one.

PinkCamino

MrsG80inTN said:

I was gassy yesterday at the gym while on the elliptical and kept looking around at others walking by like "I'm not sure who did that... I can't believe they would fart in public and not claim it"... (And yeah... I just put that on the internet - good times)

PinkCamino

Sterling13 said:

I've been drinking too much, not eating enough, and have a tattoo planned following this loss. And I do not give a fuck how anyone thinks I'm handling things. I also have a therapist ready to go and haven't mustered up the courage to make the phone call.

You handle it whatever way you need to handle it. Want me to bring you more drinks and junk food?

blackbird818

I couldn't wait for H to leave for work this morning so I could cry with no one around and deal with (ie hide or throw away) reminders around the house.

Eta: #2 I took a percocet and am eyeing the bottle of wine on the counter way hard. How's that for pure & innocent?

foodie12rn

I'm addicted to my old BMB. Sometimes, when I'm alone I will lurk all the posts and secretly side eye the ones I think are ridiculous.

Km380

We are going to dinner with a group of friends tonight where I am pretty sure one person will say something awful. My confession is I am really hoping she does so that I can lose my shit on her selfish ass

renegadewhit

I introed during my tww..it was also three weeks before my edd and I needed the support that I wasn't getting irl. I'm not pg, but I refuse to feel guilty if/when it happens. I have enough fear/anxiety/guilt related to ttc and my loss.

negritosmami

*sigh* i lied.to you guys and myself..and promised i wouldnt test til saturday..cause at that time i was just SURE i could hold out. well..i tested on wednesday... the embarassing part..i woke up at 12am and said "its officially wednesday..i should test..oh dont be silly..wait til the morning"...well i woke up at 2 am and decided that was morning enough..and was up at 2am secretly peeing on a stick hoping hubby didnt hear..cause i KNEW i was testing too early(in the morning AND the week) and i STILL did it!i may need an intervention

PinkCamino

whitneyandconcep said:

I introed during my tww..it was also three weeks before my edd and I needed the support that I wasn't getting irl. I'm not pg, but I refuse to feel guilty if/when it happens. I have enough fear/anxiety/guilt related to ttc and my loss.

woah who the hell told you you need to feel guilty when it happens?

laswett

@blackbird818 I took all the pills my Dr. gave me after my D&C, with and without pain. I was grateful for them while I was off of work and home alone the next day.

buggirl72

whitneyandconcep said:

I introed during my tww..it was also three weeks before my edd and I needed the support that I wasn't getting irl. I'm not pg, but I refuse to feel guilty if/when it happens. I have enough fear/anxiety/guilt related to ttc and my loss.

Pink definitely was not saying you should feel guilty. All she is saying is that she is not going to interact with people that intro in their two week wait.  Trust me when I say that after being on this board for years that it is incredibly hard to continue to give support let alone invest time in people that may be here a whopping 10 days before introing on PgAL. Hell, it's hard after 6 months.

For everyone that thinks this is harsh, stick around and get left behind a few times. You'll understand.

For what it's worth, I hardly recognize a single person on PgAL anymore and that makes it incredibly depressing - but, I still lurk on my ladies that I do know and who invested a bunch of time on this board.

getnauti

I turned to food after my mc and gained 5 lbs in less than a month!  I feel so gross. I really want to just snap out of it, but I've been feeling so down lately.

mflowers929

I hate my body right now. Both for the way it looks and for not working the way I want it to.
Also, I've been taking like 15 minute bathroom breaks to bump, and I don't even feel bad about it.

MrsG80inTN

getnauti said:

I turned to food after my mc and gained 5 lbs in less than a month!  I feel so gross. I really want to just snap out of it, but I've been feeling so down lately.

I've been there done that... am currently trying to get it off.  I'm here if you need anything.

TheAerialist

getnauti I gained 9, so there ya go.

FFC: I can't read any intros right now.  I stay holed up in my little corner of the November check in and the newbie check in.  I have enough going on in my own head and I am not ready to do much supporting of other newbies except in the check-in. 

Sorry if that makes me a world class dick. 

Also, this isn't a confession persay, but I LOVE the siggy challenge you guys have going on.  Makes me laugh every time.

PinkCamino

McSarah1104 said:

getnauti I gained 9, so there ya go.

FFC: I can't read any intros right now.  I stay holed up in my little corner of the November check in and the newbie check in.  I have enough going on in my own head and I am not ready to do much supporting of other newbies except in the check-in. 

Sorry if that makes me a world class dick. 

Also, this isn't a confession persay, but I LOVE the siggy challenge you guys have going on.  Makes me laugh every time.

So, you actually never introed here?

PinkCamino

CFearsy said:

PinkCamino said:

I'm really over ladies introing in their 2ww. What a huge fucking slap in the face. From this moment forward I refuse to interact with anyone who decides to intro here right after they O and are TTC. Heading to PGAL to congratulate friends on milestones they pass and to check in on them is getting fucking hard when there are TTCALers introing on PGAL like 10 days after introing here.

Fuck that shit.

Or like, finding out that someone who caused a ruckus got a BFP the next day and still came back to edit her OP, claiming that she didn't ask us if she could be pregnant when she really did.

are we talking about the same person?
/:)

mkfish31

I've been getting way too competitive at my coed soccer league. I usually keep it under wraps but I've been much more vocal about it here lately. My crazy is showing. Oh, and I just blew 130 bucks on professional cleats. I guess I keep thinking I'm gonna make my "big" comeback. I know, such a wannabe.  Well, at least they look cool.

megrae12

After dealing with MIL's shit (literally) first thing this morning. I told H she had to get out. I don't feel guilty about it, despite the fact she has no where to go and has cancer. I think I just became the bitch everyone thought I was. Oh well. Here's to having my house back! 

buggirl72

mlal78 said:

CFearsy said:

PinkCamino said:

CFearsy said:

PinkCamino said:

I'm really over ladies introing in their 2ww. What a huge fucking slap in the face. From this moment forward I refuse to interact with anyone who decides to intro here right after they O and are TTC. Heading to PGAL to congratulate friends on milestones they pass and to check in on them is getting fucking hard when there are TTCALers introing on PGAL like 10 days after introing here.

Fuck that shit.

Or like, finding out that someone who caused a ruckus got a BFP the next day and still came back to edit her OP, claiming that she didn't ask us if she could be pregnant when she really did.

are we talking about the same person?
/:)

I don't think so. I was going to lose my shit over it but then got the shit news and I knew I was going to miscarry so I didn't have the energy to say something to her about it.

PM?  I am confused on this one.  Pretty sure I know what pink is talking about.

I'll join you in the confusion since the only one I could see intro'd on PgAL after Pink posted this.

TheAerialist

PinkCamino said:

McSarah1104 said:

getnauti I gained 9, so there ya go.

FFC: I can't read any intros right now.  I stay holed up in my little corner of the November check in and the newbie check in.  I have enough going on in my own head and I am not ready to do much supporting of other newbies except in the check-in. 

Sorry if that makes me a world class dick. 

Also, this isn't a confession persay, but I LOVE the siggy challenge you guys have going on.  Makes me laugh every time.

So, you actually never introed here?

No.  I only intro'd on the November checkin and the Newbie checkin and I lurk elsewhere and comment only when I have something meaningful or useful or fun to add or in general day-to-day chatter.

I want to help people where I can, but being 47th on a list of people saying "sorry for your loss" just doesn't seem helpful and those intros about other peoples MC's are too hard for me to read right now as I wait to miscarry.

This isn't the way I plan to carry on around here, I just can't support many right now and I need to keep it localized or I will be in emotional turmoil all day long.  

getnauti

@McSarah1104 I remember you from the June BMB.  I'm so sorry.

Km380

@ktlovess‌ the love tit was for walking away from stupid shit. Not the idiot family members (((hugs)))

Menrandes

@megrae12 *hugs*  My MIL stayed with us a lot while she was going through chemo.  Cleaning up her throw up everyday was incredibly difficult for me.  No judgement here. I felt horrible for feeling selfish, and I did what I could to make her feel better, but at some point it got to be too much.


My confession...So I think I'm going to skip breakfast this week and next week so I can fit a nice haircut into the budget.  After the RE appointment earlier this week...I just need a change.  A big one, and I guess changing my appearance is a decent change to make. 

Also, we went out for a bit this morning and came back over an hour later to a candle still burning in the house.  The house smells fantastic now, but holy crap I freaked out. 

TheAerialist

Menrandes said:

::snip::

My confession...So I think I'm going to skip breakfast this week and next week so I can fit a nice haircut into the budget.  After the RE appointment earlier this week...I just need a change.  A big one, and I guess changing my appearance is a decent change to make. 

Also, we went out for a bit this morning and came back over an hour later to a candle still burning in the house.  The house smells fantastic now, but holy crap I freaked out. 

I support this!  Haircuts are AWESOME and make you feel wonderful!

TheAerialist

getnauti said:

@McSarah1104 I remember you from the June BMB.  I'm so sorry.

Yup, that's me!  same to you.  

PinkCamino

Because it can't wait until next Friday.

I think it's tacky and in poor taste to update your siggy with a new BFP immediately after graduating to PGAL. It's exponentially more tacky when you are a former TTCAL check in leader and your check in is still on the main page. Way to set an example and be considerate of those you left behind.

sunflwra

justanotherphotographer said:

I decided to lurk on parenting today, and on a whim opened the new Larry thread.. That was at 10am, I just left and its 3:18. My fffc is that I never had any interest in 1d , but I think I've been brainwashed now.. House did not get cleaned, nothing got edited, but I watched Harry and Louis act adorable in gifs, so day well spent.

@justanotherphotographer - I TOTALLY did this last weekend.  I've never really lurked there but got so sucked in and started googline stuff about 1D for myself

sunflwra

mlal78 said:

justanotherphotographer said:

justanotherphotographer said:

I decided to lurk on parenting today, and on a whim opened the new Larry thread.. That was at 10am, I just left and its 3:18. My fffc is that I never had any interest in 1d , but I think I've been brainwashed now.. House did not get cleaned, nothing got edited, but I watched Harry and Louis act adorable in gifs, so day well spent.

@justanotherphotographer - I TOTALLY did this last weekend.  I've never really lurked there but got so sucked in and started googline stuff about 1D for myself

@sunflwra‌ me too! Lol it was just so entertaining and they may have convinced me that it's a real thing lol.

That sucked me in a couple of weeks ago.  I refuse to go back because I don't want to throw away my day. 
I have absoultely no prior knowledge of this whole thing, but if it is true I so want them to be together, in public, and tp to the people in their lives who won't let it happen.

ABSO-FREAKING-LUTELY @mlal78 !!