LGBT Parenting

Parenting Check-In (10/20)

Good Morning Everyone!

How was your weekend?  Any new successes, challenges or milestones to report?

QOTD: What "career" do you think your kid(s) is destined for (based on their current interests and characteristics)?


Parenting Roster:


(Please let me know if you would like to be added)

@2brides – G & C born 5/18/06, other Mom is L

@Themommymonster – C (DS) born 2/18/09

@Mystjava – Little Bear (LB) born 3/31/10, other Mummum is Shawn

@winstan1 – J (DS) born 9/10 (currently 3.5 years old)

@Trisholio and @trisholiosboi – Proud foster parents to M born 2/6/12 and K born 8/22/13; baby Adalyn born 8/29/14

@jazibel – Kaden born 7/13/12 and Owen born 5/2/14, other parent (Aya) is EV

@newmompeanut – N (DD) born 2/12/13, other Momma is B

@CageyMack – W born 3/16/13

@JGY – Gabe born 3/24/13, other Mama is S.

@Stringy813 – M born May 2013

@Clairmeij – Alarico born 6/28/13, other mama is V

@Wallace323 – J and L born 8/8/13, surviving triplets born at 31 weeks

@Jrtmom – Henry born 8/15/13, other mama is L

@ATXmommas – Sebastian (“Ash”) born 11/21/13, other Momma is Z

@mwagner25 – Oliver born 11/27/13, other parent is L

@herbabymama‌ – C (DD) born 12/10/13, other Mama is K

@Sarahtrpt – C born February 2014

@AmandaG47 – Twin girls born 2/22/14, other Mommy is J

@Mamosey‌ & @Karlamo‌ – R born 2/25/14

@shameless370087‌ - Anthony and Sati, born 3/9/2014, Other mom is S

@Filmfanatic82 – Charley born 3/15/14

@2momsinCA‌ - B & O born 5/27/14

@KH826 – Will born 6/4/14

@redrockmama – M born 6/19/14, other Mama is J

@ball.and.chain – B born 6/28/14

@Flygirl1228 – Twins 7/25/14

@KLeigh1‌ - S born 7/25/14

@shelly2314 - Elise and Olivia, born 8/19/14, wife is M

@2MamazInSeattle‌ - S born 8/21/14

@rkbo‌ - Amelia born 9/22/14

Re: Parenting Check-In (10/20)

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  • @Jazibel‌ - I'm sorry y'all had a rough weekend. Hope things get turned around this week. I was so happy to have such a good weekend after such a rough week last week.
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  • Thanks @Atxmommas - I love the pics. I can't believe Ash is so grown up!! Congrats on a smooth transition to soy milk :-). Also I agree that the book "I love you forever" is creepy. Still the first time I read it I teared up (Kaden was a newborn at the time).
  • @ ATXmommas, he is looking more like a little boy and less like a baby!  What a cutie with the water.  High five for 5 miles!!!!

    @2brides, Roller coasters scare me.  My wife will have to take the kids on them because I'm too chicken.  Though when we go to Dinsey I ride them. 

    @ jazibel, Yikes, you had a crazy weekend too! I'm going to be looking at you when it comes to juggling 2 kids:)

  • KH826 said:

    Oh, and here is another random parenting thing that is currently bugging me... I am not sure why it is bugging me, but it is. So, when my wife is out and about with Will during the day, everyone just assumes that she carried him. Several times in the last week or so people have stopped her to tell her that Will looks just like her.

    This has always happened with the boys. People have told us they look exactly like DP their entire lives. Once in a blue moon someone will say C looks like me...but I don't think anyone has ever said G looks like me - but he does look a lot like my mom. We've always just said, "thank you" because we don't tend to make a public declaration about who is biologically related to the kids. I know L loves it - and we did choose a donor with her coloring so... :)


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  • @Jazibel‌ I'm sorry you had such a rough weekend. I hope you and the kiddos are having a better day today.

    @ATXmommas‌ Ash is getting so big! Glad the soy went well and the pumping mishaps are so frustrating. I can't tell you how many times I have had to hand express for one reason or another.

    Thijs is 4 months old as of yesterday, where does the time go? His 4 month check up is on Thursday so I don't know his stats yet, but he is getting soooo heavy. He is just starting to grow out of his 0-3 month clothes, time to go shopping.

    Our weekend was ok. Friday was J's birthday. The nanny had Thijs make her a really cute card. Saturday we met her aunt and cousin at the mall for lunch and then went shopping for clothes for our photos today and got some other stuff as well. Thijs fell asleep while I was holding him for the first time ever! Yesterday was crappy. We were supposed to go for a birthday hike, but I had a migraine. I hate migraines, they ruin everything.

    I'm feeling a little better today. Thijs and I went to the grocery store to get pumpkins for the photo shoot and he didn't cry in the car at all!! :) Now he is napping on my lap.

    He laughed a real laugh for the first time on Friday night. It was so cute, J missed it though. He hasn't really done it since. He loves reading books and being outside.

    QOTW: because his favorite thing is to be outside in nature, I would say a park ranger, or a photographer for national geographic or something similar.


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  • @KH826‌ I can sort of relate. J doesn't stay home with him though. Thijs looks just like me, but I haven't noticed people saying he looks like either of us yet, just that he is sooooo cute. But when we are out J is holding or wearing him 99% of the time, so people assume she is his mom and I'm just overlooked as being in the picture at all. I get jealous for sure. I don't know why though. I think it's just hard that I don't get seen as his mom or a parent at all unless I'm the one holding him. More processing needs to happen for me too I think.


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  • KH826KH826 member
    edited October 2014
    Karlamo said:

    @KH826, ugh, people can be so dumb!! I've never met you IRL and let me say that Will is your twin!!!  Your part as a working mom is just as important as being a SAHM.  It's because of your sacrafice and hard work that allows for Will to get the things he needs/wants.  I know it's not the funnest part of the partenting role, but I'm sure your wife is very grateful to you for her being able to stay at home.  Your're doing a great job as a working mom!  I agree this would make a good parenting thread.

    We sort of have the same thing going on over here.  I get more time with R than mamosey does.  On the days that I'm home with him, I let her have time with him when she gets home and I do the cooking/cleaning.  Usually about that time I'm ready for a break from him and she has her 1 on 1 time to reconnect after a long day. 
    As for the "he looks just like you", mamosey posted a pic of R on fb and a not so close friend commented on it saying that was the first pic of R that she could see a resemeblence of her in him.  Poor girl had no idea we used my eggs even though we talked about it.  She must be so confused when everyone says how much R and I look alike. :-/

     
    Thank you, @Karlamo - I needed this today! I have always said that I would never want to be a SAHM, but lately I have been a bit jealous of my wife. And I hate being jealous, it's such an icky emotion. I don't wear it well. I haven't been the best version of myself. I just feel like I am missing a lot. I'm not "living the dream," and that is hard. I think part of it is also that I am not in love with my job anymore either. So now I just miss my baby, I know that my wife has her dream job as a SAHM, and I am just toiling away trying to support us with a job that isn't really lighting my fire anymore. So sometimes it feels like my biological connection to Will is "what I can claim as mine" -- as dumb as that sounds when I actually articulate it -- so when someone who just doesn't know assumes that he is biologically my wife's, it just kind of brings out the worst in me... on the inside I sometimes scream "So what does that make me? The surrogate? The surrogate and the checkbook?" ... I warned you this doesn't bring out the best in me... I need a vacation.

    Me - 30, My wife - 31 , Together for 10 yrs - Married August 2012

    5 medicated IUIs w/ RE (March - July 2013) = BFN

    Fresh IVF Cycle in September 2013 resulted in 18 mature eggs, 16 fertilized, 12 made it to day 5. Transfer of 2 Grade A blastocysts on 9/15/13, and 10 embryos in the freezer!      *****BFP on 9/25/13 - betas: @10dp5dt = 232; @12dp5dt = 465; @15dp5dt = 1,581   *********William George born June 4, 2014*********
  • KH826KH826 member
    edited October 2014
    @KH826‌ I can sort of relate. J doesn't stay home with him though. Thijs looks just like me, but I haven't noticed people saying he looks like either of us yet, just that he is sooooo cute. But when we are out J is holding or wearing him 99% of the time, so people assume she is his mom and I'm just overlooked as being in the picture at all. I get jealous for sure. I don't know why though. I think it's just hard that I don't get seen as his mom or a parent at all unless I'm the one holding him. More processing needs to happen for me too I think.

    Yes! Absolutely this!

    As much as I am not proud of this, I want credit for Will!

    I don't want to take any credit away from my wife...but when people assume he is her's biologically, where does that leave me? What am I, the aunt? friend? babysitter? ... People don't see us and think "Oh, what a nice little lesbian family. Congrats to you two moms on a beautiful baby"... people think the baby belongs to the woman holding him and that "the other mom" is just somebody else...

    I want my wife to get just as much "credit" and praise about Will as I do, but I don't want to be overlooked in the process. Unfortunately, when I think about it, it makes the jealous little creature inside of me want to say "Hey! I grew that baby for 10 months! I was in labor for 6 days with him! I pushed his almost 10 lb butt out, and he gets those dimples from ME, thank you!".... but that makes me a lesser version of myself. I don't like it. I also don't want my wife to know I feel this way, because it isn't fair to her. So I will just tell you fine peeps....

    Me - 30, My wife - 31 , Together for 10 yrs - Married August 2012

    5 medicated IUIs w/ RE (March - July 2013) = BFN

    Fresh IVF Cycle in September 2013 resulted in 18 mature eggs, 16 fertilized, 12 made it to day 5. Transfer of 2 Grade A blastocysts on 9/15/13, and 10 embryos in the freezer!      *****BFP on 9/25/13 - betas: @10dp5dt = 232; @12dp5dt = 465; @15dp5dt = 1,581   *********William George born June 4, 2014*********
  • Now I feel really ashamed of what I just wrote... I hope I didn't offend any non-bio parents. I reiterate that I am not proud of my current jealousy. I need to work on this ASAP!

    Me - 30, My wife - 31 , Together for 10 yrs - Married August 2012

    5 medicated IUIs w/ RE (March - July 2013) = BFN

    Fresh IVF Cycle in September 2013 resulted in 18 mature eggs, 16 fertilized, 12 made it to day 5. Transfer of 2 Grade A blastocysts on 9/15/13, and 10 embryos in the freezer!      *****BFP on 9/25/13 - betas: @10dp5dt = 232; @12dp5dt = 465; @15dp5dt = 1,581   *********William George born June 4, 2014*********
  • KH826 said:

    but when people assume he is her's biologically, where does that leave me? What am I, the aunt? friend? babysitter? ... People don't see us and think "Oh, what a nice little lesbian family. Congrats to you two moms on a beautiful baby"... people think the baby belongs to the woman holding him and that "the other mom" is just somebody else...
    LOL. I have said this for years. I am continually saying to the kids, "You need to ask Mom" or "When we get home Mom will..." or "What did Mom say about that?" and I know people are thinking I am the sitter/aunt/whatever. But on the flip side, L will say to the kids, "Go ask Mommy" or "Your mother is calling you..." and people think she is the sitter/aunt/whatever. So it goes back and forth.

    And based on my experience, people focus far less on biology and asking "who carried" as they get older. Of course our friends who've been around a long time know who carried the boys and a few newer friends that we've had that conversation with (typically related to infertility/infertility treatments), but this summer one of their friends said something about twins and her mother said, "When they were in Ms. L's (DP) tummy..." I just chuckled and kept quiet. :P

    But that being said, don't feel badly for your feelings. :)
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  • @KH826 - Thanks for your honesty. You're not alone. EV has expressed these same feelings (minus the bio-mom part).  The fact that our kids are mixed race makes it even harder because when she's with them on her own. (Everyone assumes they're hers, but then they try to pry to find out where their great coloring from).  Anyway I hope I speak for all the folks on our thread that this is a safe place to express all kinds of thoughts/struggles, etc. 

    It really does drive me crazy too that when we're out in public, the person with the kids is assumed to the parent. Its rare that someone assumes we both are. Will does look exactly like you btw.  I always wonder are people not looking closely when they offer random compliments?  
  • @2brides - I can't believe your little guy braved a "real" rollercoaster at 8 years old!  Super impressive.

    @karlamo - Wow R is a travelling champ!  I love Napa. We're not that far from there where we live now. Makes me want to visit for brunch sometime. Fall in Northern California is beautiful. I hope you had a great trip. 

    @redrockmama - migraines are the worst, I'm glad you're feeling better. Reading your post made me wish we could share videos of our kiddos. I'd love to see Thijs first belly laugh caught on camera!
  • I read updates quickly during my busy day and just now getting a chance to read through everything again.

    @Karlamo‌ - what a busy few weeks! I'm glad the traveling went well. And I hope R recovers quickly. Your talk about photoshopping R into a pumpkin patch picture made me laugh! If I had any proficiency in the area, I might consider it for Ash! We keep intending to go, but haven't yet.

    @2brides‌ - sounds like a great weekend for both your boys! And, I think you have a very interesting point about people being less concerned with who carried the kids the older they get.

    @KH826‌ - first off, Will is totally your mini-me. He could not look more like you. Second, I echo what @Jazibel‌ said about this being a safe place. I think I might have mentioned before feeling jealous of Z at times. For different reasons, but jealously for any reason doesn't feel good. I think what makes jealousy less destructive is your ability to recognize it and process what it really means. You're doing that and we're hear to listen.

    @redrockmama‌ - glad you had a good weekend! Baby laughs are the BEST! How is the new nanny working out? Sounds like a good situation.
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  • Awww @winstan1‌ I'm sorry to hear that I hope he feels better soon :-(. Keep us posted.
  • @winstan1‌ - poor J. I'm so sorry. :( I hope he starts feeling better quickly. Keep us posted.
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  • @winstan1 - oh no! Poor little guy! Please keep us posted - you both will be in my thoughts today.

    Me - 30, My wife - 31 , Together for 10 yrs - Married August 2012

    5 medicated IUIs w/ RE (March - July 2013) = BFN

    Fresh IVF Cycle in September 2013 resulted in 18 mature eggs, 16 fertilized, 12 made it to day 5. Transfer of 2 Grade A blastocysts on 9/15/13, and 10 embryos in the freezer!      *****BFP on 9/25/13 - betas: @10dp5dt = 232; @12dp5dt = 465; @15dp5dt = 1,581   *********William George born June 4, 2014*********
  • It was a beautiful weekend in MN.  In so many ways, it was almost perfect:  visit to the apple orchard and pumpkin patch, spontaneous family photos in the leaves with the tripod/autotimer, officiated a wedding for a lovely couple, had a great Sunday with our congregation, had family over for dinner.  It was beautiful.

    If we weren't grieving the loss of baby-to-be and my sweet cousin at the same time, it truly would have been perfect. But, we're feeling hopeful and grief is finding its place.   (Now, if I could only change my damn signature, which is driving me crazy every time I see that little plum...)

    QOTD: Luke loves, loves, loves music. From the time he was born, he would gravitate to the music. His favorite toys are his guitar, drums, and piano. His tempo is better than mine.  Perhaps he'll be a rock star or a concert cellist:) 
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  • Jazibel I agree! We'll just have to plan a big west coast bump meetup one of these days

    ATXmommas It's so great, thanks for asking! She is a long time friend, the wife of one of my classmates from undergrad art school and M loves her. She just happened to finish a temporary position when we needed someone. I don't feel anxious or nervous all day anymore, which is a huge relief. She takes him on long walks all over the city, to the park and to the library. I still would rather be at home with him, but we are working on making that happen hopefully. 

    winstan1 so glad he didn't need to go to the ER, I hope he recovers quickly. 


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  • @redrockmama - I'd love a West Coast meet up. Maybe 2015?
  • Jazibel said:
    @redrockmama - I'd love a West Coast meet up. Maybe 2015?
    Great idea, we are actually hoping to go to Portland in the spring, which would possibly include driving up the coast :)


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  • Jazibel said:

    @redrockmama - I'd love a West Coast meet up. Maybe 2015?

    Great idea, we are actually hoping to go to Portland in the spring, which would possibly include driving up the coast :)

    Ohhhh! I'm in!
    Lil'mamaz was born on Aug 21, 2014! She's PERFECT!

    It's been a long road to here...
    Me (43) and J (45) - same sex couple. And we don't feel 40+!
    June'12 - First RE Visit
    Sept. '12 - Tubes removed
    Dec. '12 - Donor Egg/Donor Sperm IVF Cycle - 4 good embies!
    Dec. '12 - Fresh transfer, BFP! EDD 8/29/13
    Mar. '13 - Missed m/c at 16w1d, baby boy stopped growing at 15w4d
    Loss due to umbilical cord clot...baby was perfect. :(
    Jul '13 - FET#1 - c/p
    Sept. '13 - FET#2 - BFN
    Dec.' 2, 2013 - FET#3 with our last chance embie - BFP!!!
    Dec' 26, 2013 - hb!!
    EDD 8/20/14 with a baby girl!
    Little S was born on 8/21/14 - 8lb, 14 oz and 20 inches long.
    We live in Seattle and used SRM for our donor egg IVF cycle


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  • A is doing so well! He's in the 68th percentile for height but only the 5th for weight. He's a very sweet, happy and generally easygoing child. He's running around the place and loving his newfound freedom. We're working on getting some extra meat on his bones, but its tough because he already eats well and you can't force feed a toddler. Well maybe you can, but we won't. He's saying a few words, and clearly comprehends a lot. He can point out all of his body parts and can tell you what many different animals say. The interesting thing with his height spurt is that he's no longer fitting into pants that we bought long a few months ago. His waist has shrunk! I'm hoping we can fatten him up a bit soon. I worry that if he gets sick and looses his appetite we'll be in dangerous territory. We sold our house, moved about an hour away to the south side of denver, and we are now renting a town house until we find an area to buy in. I'm also in a new job and A is in a new daycare. Lots of change and adjusting in our house!
    IUI #1 - 10 April 2012 unmonitored and unmedicated with RE 
    IUI #2 - 05 May 2012 unmonitored and unmedicated with RE 
    IUI #3 - 05 July 2012 unmonitored and unmedicated with RE 
    IUI #4 - 30 August 2012 medicated and monitoredLetrozole and Ovidrel Trigger 
    IUI #5 - 27 September 2012 Letrozole 
    BFP! 9 October 2012 Betas:- 12DPO 16; 16DPO 96; 18DPO 315

    Baby Alarico born on 28 June 2013!!


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