Hi everyone
I've been on the bump before when we were TTGP about two years ago and to be honest I hoped I would never end up on this board.
DH and I had DS in October 2013 and we decided to try for another soon. We planned on it taking a while but I ended up getting a BFP in June. I went to the doctor and there was a very strong heart best for 6 weeks, the doctor was impressed. I had some spotting the week after but I just brushed it off. Two weeks after I decided I'd better go in. The ultrasound showed no heart beat at that baby had stopped growing at about 6.5 weeks. My body passed the baby naturally the next day so I did not have to get a D&C.
DH is wanting to try for number 2 but I can't help but feel a little guilty and terrified at the same time. I'm hoping that being part of this group will help me get some support because a loss is not something that is talked about in my family and some days are definitely harder than others.
I look forward to getting to know you all and I promise this will be that last post with DS mentioned. I also apologize if I have anything in my signature I haven't been on in a while and I'm not sure how to check it?
*edited because I'm a dummy and used the wrong form of "board" and that crap drive me crazy cakes*

Married: 05/26/2012
DS Born Happy and Healthy via C-section: 10/04/2013
Natural M/C: 07/08/2014
DD Born Happy and Healthy via Emergency C-section: 06/30/2015
BFP #4: 11/15/2016
EDD: 7/27/2017
Re: Intro *LC Mentioned*
BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
DD 15.07.2012
BFP #2 01.18.2014, MMC 04.10.2014 15w5d
BFP #3 07.18.2014, MC 07.31.2014 5w6d
DX: RPL due to submucosal uterine fibroid. Hysteroscopy 12/16. All clear!
My Ovulation Chart
DH & I are both 28 Together: 12 years Married: 09/24/2011
BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012
Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12
BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20
BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15
TTC since 2012
BFP#1~ EDD: 06/21/2014 ~ TFMR --Holoprosencephaly
Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
My Chart
DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS 6/2010
BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
My chart here All ALers welcome!
IUI#3 brought us our dragon baby Z
TTCAL January 2015 Siggy Challenge: Animal Snow Interactions
Welcome. I'm so sorry for your loss.
ETA: typo
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome