Pregnant after a Loss

my EDD for loss and first Doppler-oct 8

I was dreading this week for months and even though we had a new little hope, I was still in fear that something would go wrong, imagining the extra hurt of a second loss at the same time my first pregnancy due date.
My husband and I took some time Monday to remember our loss and shared tears. He remembered which was so touching.
Wednesday, Oct 8, that dreaded day, we had dinner with a couple who's been thru more losses than I could ever survive. She brought her home Doppler and at 10 weeks we heard its precious heart beat. I was so elated. We could tell it was moving and heard the heart rate speed up as I got excited.
Oct 8 has so much meaning to me now. I can only think its a date I will hold on to. To remember a loss of life and my first sounds from the one I hope to hold.

Re: my EDD for loss and first Doppler-oct 8

  • Glad you took some time for yourselves to grieve and so glad you got to hear the heartbeat. 

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  • ((HUGS)) for surviving your EDD. YAY for Doppler success.

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickersLilypie - (B9PH)

     

    Lilypie - (0YVF)
     TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)

    BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d

    BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13

    BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks

    BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby 

  • It definitely is bittersweet. It sounds like your angel is watching over you and your growing little one.
  • ::hugs::
    -Megan


    Started dating Hubby May 17 2005. Married since Aug 20 2011 
    Me:30   Hubby:31
    TTC since May 2012 
    HSG Dec 2012 Fill no spill on left side, right side normal (most physically painful experience of my life..)
    Metformin Started May 2013
    PG#1: BFP 10-21-13. EDD 6-17-14 mmc 12-9-13 m/c occurred with cytotec on 12-11-13 
    PG#2: BFP 07-25-14.  EDD 4-5-15   *Hoping this is my rainbow*
    Diagnosed with PCOS, Hypothyroid,IBD/UC, (UC in remission as of July 2014)
    *I will always love you Fetey the first.* 
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    ALL WELCOME!



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