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Intro, June '15 loss

foodie12rnfoodie12rn member
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Mind if I join you ladies? I'm currently in the process of m/c naturally after I started bleeding Sunday evening. My hcg came back at 55, and after a transvaginal u/s and second beta on Tuesday, my OB confirmed what I already dreaded. This is my second pg and 1st loss.

Today is my first home without DH or a friend by my side and I'm having difficulty keeping it together. I'm all over the place, wanting to weep one minute and throw something the next. I just can't stop replaying the events from Sunday evening until now in my head.

I'm sorry we have to meet under these circumstances, but I look forward to getting to know some of you pretty well while we're here. After speaking with my OB, we don't have to TTA for any length of time, so I'm hoping to get back on it pretty soon.

Sorry for your losses and big Internet ((hugs)) to you all... Because I'm creepy like that ;)
Me: 28, DH: 33
Married 10.12.11
 BFP #1: 5.30.12- Giannna, born 1.27.13
BFP #2: 9.18.14- due 6.1.15 -- natural m/c @ 5w6d 
BFP #3 11.2.14- due 7.16.14 -- mmc, d&c @ 10w1d

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Re: Intro, June '15 loss

  • ImJessesGirlImJessesGirl member
    I am so sorry for your loss. I hate that this is an actual thing and that anyone ever has to go through it. Just know that what you're feeling and experiencing is all very normal and you don't have to hold it together if you don't want to! Hugs!
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    Me: 33 DH: 31
    DD: 10 (born August 2004)
    Married 03/01/14
    TTC#2
    BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
    BFP: 01/31/15 MMC: 02/25/15 





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  • meredithcarolemeredithcarole member
    I am very sorry for your loss.  Welcome to the board.
    TTCAL January Siggy Challenge: Animals in the Snow

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    AMA 35 :  DH 33
    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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  • rmpar29rmpar29 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss and that today is so rough for you.  Just give yourself some time to heal and grieve.  I hope that you find the peace and comfort that you are looking for here. 
    TTC #3 since 8/2012 image
    DX Endometriosis 2/2002 (lost left tube due to a cyst), PCOS     6/2010
     BFP - 10/18/2012, EDD - 6/26/2013, Baby Girl lost at 22 weeks (T21), D&E 2/15/2013
    BFP - 4/23/2014, EDD - 1/2/2015 Twin Boys lost at 12 weeks, M/C 6/25/2014
    My chart here  All ALers welcome!
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    I am so sorry for your loss. Welcome.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • ctk181ctk181 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. I look forward to getting to know you. This is a great place!
    Married: 4/28/12
    BFP: 7/2/14 ;  1st US 7/21/14 Baby measuring 7w5d, HB of 138;  Discovered MMC 8/18/14 at 11w2d, baby measuring 8w5d, no hb ; 8/19/14 D&C
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  • tlc35tlc35 member
    I am sorry for your loss.  Welcome to the board.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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  • MrsG80inTNMrsG80inTN member
    I'm sorry for your loss.  My first pregnancy was due June 14 so from one June momma to another, welcome.  I'm sorry you find yourself here but hope you find comfort and friendship.

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

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    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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  • lovemybellaglovemybellag member
    So sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. It's hard.

    me = 32  DH = 33

    TFAS  

    BFP2 august 2014 ended in m/c .... Gone but not forgotten....forever in my heart!

    Slight MFI low count, morph, mobility

    <a href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/4ea3a7">My Ovulation Chart</a> || <a href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com" style="font-size:smaller;" >Ovulation Tracker</a>
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  • foodie12rnfoodie12rn member
    Thank you all for your kind words and being so welcoming. I sometimes hang out on TTGP, but I'm feeling overly sensitive right now and this seems like a safe place. Hopefully you don't see as many of the "squeee ,is this a BFP" posts!
    Me: 28, DH: 33
    Married 10.12.11
     BFP #1: 5.30.12- Giannna, born 1.27.13
    BFP #2: 9.18.14- due 6.1.15 -- natural m/c @ 5w6d 
    BFP #3 11.2.14- due 7.16.14 -- mmc, d&c @ 10w1d

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  • uromysuromys member
    Big creepy Internet stranger hug to you too! I'm sorry to have to welcome you to the board, but this is a wonderful community to be in! T&P

    DH & I are both 28    Together: 12 years    Married: 09/24/2011

    BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012

    Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12

    BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20

    BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15

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  • Elliecat17Elliecat17 member
    So sorry for your loss! Welcome to the board, and a big ((hug)) back.
    Me: 24 
    DH: 25
    BFP: 1/12/14       EDD: 9/18/14     MC: 1/15/14
    BFP: 5/6/14         EDD: 1/5/15       MC: 5/10/14
    BFP: 12/29/14      EDD: 9/12/15      MC: 1/5/15
    Dx: PCOS - 8/20/14, Hashimoto's - 10/10/14, Gluten Allergy 10/10/14


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  • [Deleted User][Deleted User] member
    I'm sorry for your loss. ((Hugs))
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