It's bad enough that I don't know how to deal with all of the emotions of losing our baby. I think that I should have have stayed home from work another day because if I have to hear that "god did this because the baby was probably sick" or "keep moving forward" or "there will be another one when the time is right" I seriously might lose my shit. Sorry. Rant over. Going home to burry myself in my heating pad and eat a gallon of ice cream. Rawr.
Re: Back to work and feeling like the white elephant!
Stay strong, girl.