TTC After a Loss

Introduction- sorry if it's too long

Hi ladies. New here, finally joining this board that I wish I would have a long time ago. I have been hesitant because I thought the board would be too much of a daily reminder. Any who, I was pregnant with my first and couldn't have been more excited, hell I even made my username on here with "mommy" in it. The mommy I am now is to my fur babies. I lost the baby @ 9 weeks on 5/6/14. Took 2 doses of Cytotec, waited in agony and it didn't work. Had a D&C on 5/13/14. Finally got AF 7 weeks later and the biotch has been showing up monthly since then. My husband and I have been married almost 4 years. He has been so great through all of my "crazy" since this. The first month was nothing but sadness. Since then, I am ok most of the time but have my random breakdowns. Something about me is just not the same anymore. I think about either being pregnant, losing our baby, having a baby, etc daily, multiple times a day. I feel obsessed with it and really don't want to be! I know I need to relax and let it happen and I'm trying, but easier said than done. It's kind of hard when pregnancy and babies are shoved in your face daily. Facebook, family, my precious niece, tv, my SOAP, commercials on and on. I know you ladies already know all this. Reading through the threads have made me realize you ladies are thinking the same thing I am on a lot of levels, I'm not crazy! :) Looking forward to giving and getting support from y'all. Sorry this was so long but I have a lot bottled up and am happy to find people that can relate. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Married 12/18/2010   BFP#1 4/1/14   MC 5/6/14   D&C 5/13/14  BFP#2 10/5/14

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Re: Introduction- sorry if it's too long

  • Welcome.  I'm sorry that you find yourself here, but hope you find comfort and support. 
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  • Welcome to the board. I am so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you've joined us! There are tons of amazing ladies here, and this is the place to be to get that support that you're looking for. Again, I'm sorry we have to meet this way but welcome :)
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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    • Everyone Welcom
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  • Welcome to the board. I am sorry for your loss.

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

    Everyone Welcome

  • So sorry for your loss. Welcome.
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    About Me: 

    AMA 35 :  DH 33
    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. You will definitely find understanding and support here. Welcome.
    Married: 4/28/12
    BFP: 7/2/14 ;  1st US 7/21/14 Baby measuring 7w5d, HB of 138;  Discovered MMC 8/18/14 at 11w2d, baby measuring 8w5d, no hb ; 8/19/14 D&C
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  • Welcome to the board!  Hugs to you - so sorry for your loss.

    ***Siggy Warning - loss mentioned***

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    ME: 32   DH: 38

    BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)

    BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*

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  • I'm very sorry for your loss.  I hope you are able to find some support here. (((hugs)))
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  Welcome to the board.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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  • I'm sorry for your loss, but glad you have good comfort here. Welcome!

    DH & I are both 28    Together: 12 years    Married: 09/24/2011

    BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012

    Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12

    BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20

    BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15

  • Welcome and I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that you find the comfort that you are looking for here and that you give yourself time to heal.
    Me: 24 
    DH: 25
    BFP: 1/12/14       EDD: 9/18/14     MC: 1/15/14
    BFP: 5/6/14         EDD: 1/5/15       MC: 5/10/14
    BFP: 12/29/14      EDD: 9/12/15      MC: 1/5/15
    Dx: PCOS - 8/20/14, Hashimoto's - 10/10/14, Gluten Allergy 10/10/14


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  • Welcome, I'm sorry for your loss. I know what you mean about not being the same. Give yourself time, you may not ever be the same, but slowly you'll feel a little more like you. That's how it's been for me at least

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • Welcome. So sorry for your loss and that you find yourself here.
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  • Sorry for your loss.  I did the same thing - when I found out I was pg, I joined The Bump and made a username with Mommy in it.  Never did I think something like this would happen.  Only reason I haven't changed it is b/c ppl know me by it now so I kept it.  Glad I'm not the only one anymore :D  Hope you find comfort here.  Big ((hugs)) to you. 

    Ashleigh (26) and Darren (26)
    Married 8-10-13
    TTC since February 2014
    BFP #1 4-22-14  EDD 1-1-15
    8w u/s 5-22-14 Baby measuring 6w1d. Heartbeat detected
    Went to Dr. 5-30-14 due to bleeding. Prescribed progesterone
    Went to ER 6-1-14 2:30 AM - diagnosed with incomplete m/c
    6-6-14 natural m/c completed
    10-24-14 BFP #2 EDD 7-6-15 **Please** be our Rainbo

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss, but happy you found this board.  I know exactly what you mean- once you feel that connection, then lose it, something changes.  I hope you find the support and comfort you need here.
  • I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board.
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