Hi ladies. New here, finally joining this board that I wish I would have a long time ago. I have been hesitant because I thought the board would be too much of a daily reminder. Any who, I was pregnant with my first and couldn't have been more excited, hell I even made my username on here with "mommy" in it. The mommy I am now is to my fur babies. I lost the baby @ 9 weeks on 5/6/14. Took 2 doses of Cytotec, waited in agony and it didn't work. Had a D&C on 5/13/14. Finally got AF 7 weeks later and the biotch has been showing up monthly since then. My husband and I have been married almost 4 years. He has been so great through all of my "crazy" since this. The first month was nothing but sadness. Since then, I am ok most of the time but have my random breakdowns. Something about me is just not the same anymore. I think about either being pregnant, losing our baby, having a baby, etc daily, multiple times a day. I feel obsessed with it and really don't want to be! I know I need to relax and let it happen and I'm trying, but easier said than done. It's kind of hard when pregnancy and babies are shoved in your face daily. Facebook, family, my precious niece, tv, my SOAP, commercials on and on. I know you ladies already know all this. Reading through the threads have made me realize you ladies are thinking the same thing I am on a lot of levels, I'm not crazy!

Looking forward to giving and getting support from y'all. Sorry this was so long but I have a lot bottled up and am happy to find people that can relate. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Married 12/18/2010 BFP#1 4/1/14 MC 5/6/14 D&C 5/13/14 BFP#2 10/5/14
Re: Introduction- sorry if it's too long
My Ovulation Chart
***Siggy Warning - loss mentioned***
*S15 Siggy January Siggy Challenge - Happy Dance*
ME: 32 DH: 38
BFP#1 - 7/18/14; EDD 3/23/14; MMC 8/11/14 (passed naturally on 8/17/14)
BFP#2 - 12/29/14; EDD 9/10/15 *PLEASE BE OUR RAINBOW!*
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
DH & I are both 28 Together: 12 years Married: 09/24/2011
BFP#1: January '12 - DD1 09/16/2012
Preterm labor 31 weeks. Monitored for Hellp and diagnosed with oligohydramnios July '12
BFP #2: 06/25 - EDD 03/05/15 MMC confirmed 8/1 - D&E 8/4 retained tissue discovered 8/20
BFP #3 11/24 - 12/15 Heartbeat detected - DD2 07/29/15
PgAL welcome
Married 6/11/2011
Me & Hubby: 34
TTC journey started 12/2012
BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks
BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)
Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.
Also have hypothyroidism
Started TTC again 12/2013
IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN
IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN
Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498