===Tuesday Crazy Train===

buggirl72

This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!

In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart! To learn more about charting, check out the charting course that FF offers:https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/

The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here. Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!

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Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here:

nursecmc

Good morning!  This is my first Crazy Train!  (Well, technically I ride every month, but this is my first time engaging with the other passengers)  

Crazy level from 1-10: 8
CD/DPO: 20/??
Can I just ______ already?!: Can I just get my CH already AND get to the end of the TWW? 

Signs/Symptoms:  None really, other than a bit emotional.  As I approach one year of trying I think my hormones and emotions are getting the better of me.  My poor H is getting the brunt of it...

Explain your Crazy here:  I know it's my first month temping and my temps are all over the place.  I've not been sleeping well as I anticipate "missing" the temp or moving too much and affecting the temp.  I was just so excited to start temping and actually pinpoint ovulation.  I keep checking the chart throughout the day hoping it changed...crazy, I know!

What's up with all of you?

buggirl72

nursecmc said:

Good morning!  This is my first Crazy Train!  (Well, technically I ride every month, but this is my first time engaging with the other passengers)  

Crazy level from 1-10: 8
CD/DPO: 20/??
Can I just ______ already?!: Can I just get my CH already AND get to the end of the TWW? 

Signs/Symptoms:  None really, other than a bit emotional.  As I approach one year of trying I think my hormones and emotions are getting the better of me.  My poor H is getting the brunt of it...

Explain your Crazy here:  I know it's my first month temping and my temps are all over the place.  I've not been sleeping well as I anticipate "missing" the temp or moving too much and affecting the temp.  I was just so excited to start temping and actually pinpoint ovulation.  I keep checking the chart throughout the day hoping it changed...crazy, I know!

What's up with all of you?

Sorry you first cycle temping is messing with your sleep. I used to take my temp the first time I woke up - even if that made me temp at 1 AM one night and 4 AM the next. I always was able to see a temp shift. This might work for you if you are waking yourself up worried about temping.

nursecmc

I totally understand the feeling you describe.  I want to see a BFP at the end of each cycle, but there is also "the sheer terror" of facing another loss.  I started on TB in PgAL and they are also a wonderful group of women who totally understand the mind F that we all face.  Good luck to you!

nursecmc

That is what I've been doing, but it still seems all over the place.  The last week or so seems to be a bit more consistent.  Maybe I've got the hang of it (shouldn't be that complicated, right?!).  

blackbird818

@nursecmc when addressing other people's comments/posts, it's helpful to either use the 'Quote" button feature or tag a bumpie like I did you here by using @_______

nursecmc

blackbird818 said:

@nursecmc when addressing other people's comments/posts, it's helpful to either use the 'Quote" button feature or tag a bumpie like I did you here by using @_______

Aha!  Thanks- I thought reply was doing that until I looked back.  Thanks!  

beemaya83

@nursecmc‌ @medic7979‌ hi ladies. I feel your crazy too. My first month temping also. I'm trying to figure out whether I'm interpreting the chart correctly. Looks like I ovulated on CD 15?? Would you mind taking a peek at my chart? Do you agree?

blackbird818

@beemaya83 said:

@nursecmc‌ @medic7979‌ hi ladies. I feel your crazy too. My first month temping also. I'm trying to figure out whether I'm interpreting the chart correctly. Looks like I ovulated on CD 15?? Would you mind taking a peek at my chart? Do you agree?

I'll hop in for bug. Actually I agree with FF that O was cd13 based on the info you've entered. May I ask why the open circles on 2dpo & 3dpo?

rslh10

Crazy level from 1-10:7

CD/DPO: 20/8dpo

Can I just ______ already?!: KNOW!

Signs/Symptoms:had sore arm pits at 6dpo, steady cramps, weird temp spike 2 days in a row, and tonight dull achy uterus cramp with full abdomen?! Also, peeing over the moon, and I've been doing the other thing too (like I would when I had an upset stomach).

Explain your Crazy here:just general crazy! I know that I could have not O'ed when I think, and everything could just be in my head, but I want this cycle to be it. We only used Clomid and no trigger. We felt less stressed and less forced to BD. I just want this to be it! (I'm sure you all understand!) August marked 1 year TTC. I know a year isn't that long, and others have been trying for a lot longer. I just feel like crap about it. I also had my AMH drawn today so I'm nervous to get those results back again.

Km380

rslh10 said:

Crazy level from 1-10:7

CD/DPO: 20/8dpo

Can I just ______ already?!: KNOW!

Signs/Symptoms:had sore arm pits at 6dpo, steady cramps, weird temp spike 2 days in a row, and tonight dull achy uterus cramp with full abdomen?! Also, peeing over the moon, and I've been doing the other thing too (like I would when I had an upset stomach).

Explain your Crazy here:just general crazy! I know that I could have not O'ed when I think, and everything could just be in my head, but I want this cycle to be it. We only used Clomid and no trigger. We felt less stressed and less forced to BD. I just want this to be it! (I'm sure you all understand!) August marked 1 year TTC. I know a year isn't that long, and others have been trying for a lot longer. I just feel like crap about it. I also had my AMH drawn today so I'm nervous to get those results back again.

Fx for you! When will you test? I'm being nosy over here

rslh10

Haha @km380 probably not until Sunday (13dpo) even though I really want to test like now.