With the influx of new posters i thought we could do a check in/whats your story to help keep everyone straight.
Im minnesotamomma91 i have a one year old little boy. I got pregnant by my bd whom was my xh best friend in high school. We hooked up about two weeks after i left my xh. He was also estranged from his stbxw.
Well when i first found out i was pregnant but before i went to the doc to have it confirmed he was all about being daddy and being a family. I was unsure about that because i was starting to rekindle a.romance with my bf. Anyways i got the pregnancy confirmed and suddenly bd wantes to be an uninvolved party and wanted nothing to do with ds.

But im very lucky, i have a wonderful bf who loves me and ds unconditionally and were a little blended family. Bd and his wife got back together and they popped out another kid four months after ds was born. But they seperated again shortly after.
I currently tolerate ds sm a because shes obnoxious as shit. I roll my eyes everytime i hear from her.

Also i graduate in less then 42 days!

And here is a picture of bf and ds. I donr share pictures of bfs son c on the bump.
Re: single mom check in
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I work for the local Sheriff's Office at one of the jails. I'm a civilian so no uniform or contact with inmates (thankfully). I'm blessed to have a good job with even better health benefits. I'm currently 27 weeks pregnant and no longer with BD (MY choice). I am about $30,000 in debt (give or take) and about 75% of that was HIS doing while promising to pay me back. He didn't. And hasn't. So I will file for bankruptcy in November when DS is born. BD has another son that I wonder if this LO will ever know and that makes me sad. It's been a month since I've heard from him and even that contact was him being concerned about HIM. He hasn't asked a single thing about the baby in MONTHS. I've finally accepted that it's just me and my little man. I'm so thankful for the support of my friends and family for without them, I'd probably be losing my mind.
On that note, I have been feeling lonely lately. I yearn for companionship. My friends and family are great but sometimes it's hard being alone without the affection from a man. Obviously I'm in no shape to go out and meet someone...who would want to start a relationship with a pregnant chick anyway? I worry it's going to be hard enough to meet someone while having a child but it's not THAT big of a worry because I need to just focus on my baby boy. But still. I'm lonely. Hopefully once the baby is born, I'll feel a lot less lonely.
But again dont date unless your ready
I guess I just miss the flirty conversations, getting excited when "he" texts, dates, and of course being intimate with someone other than myself (sorry if TMI lol)...though right now I feel quite unattractive to people since I'm pregnant anyway.
Holy ish @jellybean529. I didn't know your story- shitty, but you are one strong lady.
Hugs to you and anyone who needs them today.
My story is pretty simple-- Met STBXH in 2005, married in 2007. We were just never really right for each other and I sort of ignored that our relationship left a lot to be desired until it was too late. Tried counceling for a year. It didn't really help. He moved out in June and we are about to formally file.
We have a beautiful, smart 2.5 YO DD. She lives with me (we moved in with my mom after the separation) and he visits a few times a week. He is a good dad and we are trying to stay friends, but it is tough.
BFP 1- EDD 2/09/11 Missed MC DX @11 weeks D&C- 7/25/10 BFP 2- EDD 12/22/11 Natural MC @ 5w 2d BFP 3- EDD 1/25/12 DD Josephine born 1/16/12
Also ive taken a lot of time for me. Bf has been super supportive while i go to school and he has grown as a person with me in the last couple of years.
And i agree with @20thirteen take time to date yourself. Go to a cosmrtology school and get a manicure or pedicure.Ceck groupon to see if there is anything you want to do. Once your lo gets here go on dates with him
I met BD in AA when I first started going. I was breaking up with a long distance crazy ex and he was with someone too. We started hanging out and he soon broke up with his girlfriend and started dating me. We were both sober, went to meetings, he was my first sober relationship. We dated a year, engaged for 1.5, starting living together almost immediately. Got married, bought my dream home, I had DS#1 and became a SAHM. I loved life but something was off with us. We were trying for 2U2 and then stopped and started seeing a counselor. Then the night I told my therapist I was pg in couples counseling he told me he had been getting high with pot. I cried. I didn't want to have another baby but there I was now with 2 boys 20 months apart. He started to get nasty and abusive and violent. Never hitting me but punching holes in our walls, braking my phone, taking my jewelry and then giving it back later. My therapist told me that one of us needs to leave the house to diffuse the situation. It started becoming where I would leave the house every single morning without the kids hoping when I walked back in he would finally go to work and leave me alone. All of this happened in front of the kids. After hitting me on the butt and threatening me and my family if I told I called the cops this was in feb 2014. He filed did divorce shortly after. So did I.
Fast forward I now have a final restraining order which was issued in May. He has violated it twice already. Go to court in 2 weeks for that. We are in the middle of a nasty divorce cause his family is extremely wealthy and they hide their income very well. So they hire the best lawyers to try to keep from giving me anything while I take care of my boys 80% of the time. At least he now remembers to pick them up. I'm tired of fighting. I'm broke. I'm lonely. I'm in limbo with no full time job, no where to live and very little help financially from him. I want to cry everyday.
Creepy e-hugs all around!
Let me get some questions out of the way:
I despise the insensitive questions like that! The one i always get asked
Did you know bd was married when you hooked up with him? Yes, we were friends and whipe the smirk of your face judgey mcjudgey pants when him and i had sex him and a were seperated but no one knew they were reconciling.
Although i did just find out hed had sex with both of us the same day.
Yeah, i wasnt really phased when i heard, and honestly it just grossed me out. But thats why ive got the man i have now.
@Becwheat i can understand the wanting to know signs
I say this because everyone neds someone(friend, parent, cousin) who can be that support.
Looking back, our marriage seemed doomed from the beginning. Which is the total opposite of what I expected. We were so happy before we got married. We had been together for three years and I thought I knew him. I overlooked his marijuana use because it didn't have much of an effect on our lives. But then, he lost his job because of it, and that led to everything spiraling downward. We had been married three months at that time. He didn't find another job for a year, and I became pregnant during that time.
While he was unemployed, he started posting Craigslist ads in the personal section. He was getting naked pictures of girls sent to his inbox. I found them, while I was looking for an email from our apartment manager, and confronted him. He swore someone must have hacked his account. So I gave him the benefit of the doubt and let it go.
After our daughter was born, he seemed distant and became increasingly moody and short tempered with me. I couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. So one day, while he was at a friend's, I snooped. I looked at his Facebook, emails, Craigslist, etc. and found that he was flirting with an old coworker, still posting personals on Craigslist, and had joined groups for married people looking for hookups. I was devastated. That began our year-long breakup. I didn't have the courage to leave him then, but after moving in with my parents I knew it had to be done.
I had been questioning whether I had done the right thing by breaking up with him. The other day, we went to dinner together after he had spent the day with DD. We got into a disagreement, and he became violent. He didn't do anything to me or DD, but I was scared. That reaffirmed my faith in the decision I had made. I know I'm making the right choice for me, but more importantly, my daughter.
...then my pregnancy took a turn and became not normal. The stress of work was weighing me down, he was an over the road truck driver our relationship took a turn. Then, our son was born 11 weeks early and was in the NICU for almost two months. The relationship just kept going down hill. 2013 was a hell of a year (in a bad way). Finally in March of 2014, he moved out. The worst feeling in the world was coming home every night after a 12 hour day and seeing stuff missing each day. *sigh*
I am slowly getting over it but it is hard when there are still underlying feelings there for both of us. I have slowly stopped taking all of the blame off of myself and have told him he has to take some responsibilty for what happen between us. Too much was thrown on us at once and we just couldnt handle it.
Now there have been times where my ex has just been a mean ass-hole when it comes to his lack of support (both time wise with out special needs son and financial) but I think we are getting better. It is just more about me opening my mouth.
I don't post often but have been on this board since before dd was born. MY DD just turned 3 yrs old!! ill try to make this as short as possible
BD and I were together 3 yrs, very rocky and abusive relationship. I had moved out of the apartment and back home when I found out I was pregnant. Once I told him he cut all contact with me leaving the decision on whether to keep the baby or not squarely on my shoulders. I could not emotionally go through the abortion and set off to be a single mom hoping my BD would have a change of heart.
5-6 months into my pregnancy with limited contact from BD I find out that he had been cheating on me and had ANOTHER girl pregnant who was due 2 months before me. my pregnancy was very stressful and not enjoyable at all. He was not present for the birth nor did he try to meet DD after. I filed for CS and he demanded a dna test. the first time he met his baby girl was during a DNA swab in the court house!
IN the past 3 years BD has seen DD maybe 6-7 times. he never pays child support and currently owes in the 10s of thousands. I work full time and parent my child solo. it was rough in the beginning but as of right now I have never been in a better place. I have a good job that pays the bills, money in the bank, a happy healthy dd and we just moved into our very own condo. I now also have a very supportive new BF.
as for BD his life is still in the dumps and he has nobody to blame but HIMSELF!
sorry got a little long I haven't shared my story in a long time!!
What brings me here now is the rest of my story. A little over 5 years ago I met and fell in love with the love of my life. Although we weren't married, we were absolutely life partners for the long haul and a few months ago we began ttc. I am almost 10 weeks pregnant now and earlier this week he died of heart failure while out of town for a business meeting. The next day I had to go to our first ultrasound without him. He was very excited about the baby which was his first. I just can't imagine that he's gone and that he won't be here to hold his sweet baby when it's born, not to mention all the rest. I have received an overwhelming amount of support from friends and family but I'm totally devastated. Now I will be a single mom to two kids and that wasn't the plan. I'm heartbroken and I miss him with every piece of me. Dd is also very sad.
This board seems to be filled with strong women who are making things work. I hope to follow in your footsteps.
You will be an awesome strong single mom. And even though your partner is no longer physically with you, remember you have a piece of him inside you
@lurchbaby
Thank you both.
BD was not someone I could picture myself with long term, but regardless of that I hoped we could come to some common ground for DD. Unfortunately, that didn't happen. I decided early on that if I had to do this myself I would, I wasn't going to depend on him for anything. I was and still am more than ok with that fact, and after finding out he has another child he doesn't take care of, I didnt expect anything.
Even with that said.. I have been so happy about becoming a mom my whole pregnancy the "single" part doesn't bother or worry me. My #1 priority is doing all that I can be the best mom I can be and provide everything she needs. I'm blessed to be surrounded by supportive family and friends.. even a few that are expecting or have recently had their babies.
I know being a single mom will be anything but easy, but I'm not afraid. I have my concerns, but I remind myself I always have absolutely everything I need. I'm more focused on all of the joy, happiness, and the new adventure I'm embarking on.. and I'm not doing it alone... I may not have a significant other but I have so many people in my life that love us both.
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