To infinity and beyond!!!

melleasndrs

Oh Em Gee. 7 pages to read through @-)
I'm posting then going back to read.

Guise, my insurance finally went through! I set up an appointment next Tuesday for my sono and first visit. Eeeeek I'm so excited! I'll be 12 weeks by then and it just seems like it's been a long process. I spent over a month fighting to get my insurance set up and finally have a huge weight lifted of my shoulders.

Rachbobach

wendyld - I just started posting recently but wanted to say I'm so sorry for your loss, take care of yourself during this time.

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LES0901

@wendyld‌, how heartbreaking. There are no words, only hugs and tears.

wendyld

FrecklesInside said:

OH MY FUCKING FUCK!! This isn't fucking happening!!!

I refreshed on the panorama thread first and saw Mel say we lost another today and my heart fucking sank and I came to the bat cave and didn't even rush through the posts because I knew what I was going to fucking come to. 

I felt so sure, @wendyld, that everything was OK. I felt so sure because I couldn't imagine it any other way. I'm hurting so much for you right now and my kid is staring at me because I'm crying and I have to go feed her and I just want to curl up into a fucking ball. 

I wish I could take some of the pain for you! This is so fucking UNFAIR!

I was so sure this was it too, I didn't even make K come with me this morning.

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BostonAlison

We need funny...

chaysefaith

I know Wendy wants to change the subject, so....



We just got our marriage license. We're at S's dad's shop and I'm pretty sure he knows. He kept looking at me and smiling when we walked in. I hope S tells him. Or I'm going to just blurt it out.

BostonAlison

And cupcakes... we need cupcakes

melleasndrs

@wendyld‌ I'm so sorry! This isn't fair.

wendyld

SNLT1012 said:

I know Wendy wants to change the subject, so....



We just got our marriage license. We're at S's dad's shop and I'm pretty sure he knows. He kept looking at me and smiling when we walked in. I hope S tells him. Or I'm going to just blurt it out.

Awww. Smiling at you is good! Nothing to be anxious about, S!

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FrecklesInside

I texted K to tell him about your loss, Wendy, and he called me right away to talk me through it all. He also sends his condolences.

I'm so thankful to have a husband who understands how close of a relationship I can develop online and who knows that when one of my friends suffers a loss, I'm going to need support.

Wendy, I'm so sorry you didn't have your K at the appt with you.

BostonAlison

SNLT1012 said:

I know Wendy wants to change the subject, so.... We just got our marriage license. We're at S's dad's shop and I'm pretty sure he knows. He kept looking at me and smiling when we walked in. I hope S tells him. Or I'm going to just blurt it out.

Congratulations!

What are your plans for wednesday?  Going out to a fancy supper after?  Are you and your girls going to wear cute dresses?

chaysefaith

BostonAlison said:

SNLT1012 said:

I know Wendy wants to change the subject, so....



We just got our marriage license. We're at S's dad's shop and I'm pretty sure he knows. He kept looking at me and smiling when we walked in. I hope S tells him. Or I'm going to just blurt it out.

Congratulations!

What are your plans for wednesday?  Going out to a fancy supper after?  Are you and your girls going to wear cute dresses?

----stupid quotes boxes are stupid----

My kids start school on Wednesday so it's just going to be me and him. I also have an appointment Wednesday so I'll honestly probably just wear jeans and a t shirt. We're so romantic! I'm just hoping I can get taken off pelvic rest Wednesday so the man can at least get laid on his wedding night!

wendyld

BostonAlison said:

SNLT1012 said:

I know Wendy wants to change the subject, so....



We just got our marriage license. We're at S's dad's shop and I'm pretty sure he knows. He kept looking at me and smiling when we walked in. I hope S tells him. Or I'm going to just blurt it out.

Congratulations!

What are your plans for wednesday?  Going out to a fancy supper after?  Are you and your girls going to wear cute dresses?

Yessss. I have that dumb meeting Wednesday, but I want a full report when I return. I suppose you can be excused from chat for one night, for consumation activities.

JessParmesan79

@wendyld‌ I am so sorry for your loss!! Sending creepy internet hugs your way.

4RingCircus

@wendyld‌ my heart breaks for you. I wish my tears could take some of yours away. ((Giant hugs)) for your family!

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LtColumbo

congrats @SNLT1012 !!

goofygoff

While I was making dinner last night, I felt a gush and rushed to the bathroom.  Bright red blood.  I started crying hysterically, because this is how my last m/c began.  With the state I was in, neither D or I could stand waiting, so we decided to go to the ER (which, thankfully, is 2 blocks away).

The u/s showed a heathy, bouncy (like Tigger bouncy), baby with a HB of 163.  They also found an intramural fibroid in my left anterior fundus.  It's about 2.52 cm.  Dr. Google is really no help in reassuring me that this won't affect the baby or pregnancy, but luckily I have an appointment with my OB on Wednesday.  My placenta is forming posteriorly, so I'm hoping that means it won't be an issue.

BostonAlison

chrain said:

 And why the hell are the tv shows I want to watch not on repeat? Like Gilmore Girls? How does the world not know that I want my shit right now? 

I'm off to play on hulu.

Many a time I have mourned the fact that the Gilmore Girls isn't on Netflix

wendyld

chrain said:

MandJS said:

@chrain - while you're here... How are you doing? Bruising going away? Feeling okay physically? Do you need anything? 

Hey. I'm ok. Feeling like shit. Peeing is the most painful thing in my life. My sorority sisters sent me a beautiful bouquet of flowers today... they are all over the country, it was really sweet. Bruising is getting worse but that's to be expected. They were pretty bad. 

I'm smad... and smangry... and I know I used to bitch about how I just wanted to stay home when I was pregnant (  ) but now I just want to go out but I can't because I have no stamina to be up. I want all the cupcakes and shit but we have none of that in our house. It's probably better. I'm sad and bored and blah blah blah. 

I can't stand the idea of seeing a human being but D's really good friend from NYC is coming into town Weds-Sat. They were staying here but we just got them a hotel room. I need space right now. He's usually a dick but he's been really understanding. 

Blarg. Hating the world. Loving you guys. Wanting to smush Wendy. 

Scoot over, I'mma come cuddle you.

My Hs parents are coming this weekend (so we could tell them about the baby) and ugh.

wendyld

@goofygoff I'm glad you got reassuring news! I hope you don't have any more issues.

JennyP0222

@wendyld  I can't believe this. I am so sorry. 

psychbear

BostonAlison said:

chrain said:

 And why the hell are the tv shows I want to watch not on repeat? Like Gilmore Girls? How does the world not know that I want my shit right now? 

I'm off to play on hulu.

Many a time I have mourned the fact that the Gilmore Girls isn't on Netflix

I have all the Gilmore Girls on dvd. I would wrap those up and send them today if you need them!

psychbear

@wendyld‌, I am so, so sorry for your loss My heart goes out to you and your family.

goofygoff

Trufax:  I never watched Gilmore Girls until I was in Germany and it was on the only English channel my ex had.

BostonAlison

@tla0623 and @psychbear you guys are the sweetest  (cause we're all haggard troll bitches that don't support each other, obv)

@goofygoff - I started watching Dharma and Greg for very similar reasons.  My first apartment, no cable, pathetic rabbit ears, and it was the only channel it could pick up and it played 4 hours of Dharma and Greg every night haha

CoozieInMyPurse

Gah, devastating news, @wendyld. I'm so so sorry. I wish I could do something for you.

mommyofkaylin

@wendyld, I'm so so sorry for your loss. 

mommyofkaylin

Today is my DH's birthday. I just want to be home so I can eat his cake lol. We're having a "staycation" at a resort this weekend to celebrate, and I'm taking him to his favorite brazilian steakhouse. My parents are watching DD. This week couldn't go by fast enough. AND I have my second dr appt on Wed and can't wait to hear my bean's heartbeat again. 

BostonAlison

Today's Woot shirt is appropriate

https://shirt.woot.com/?ref=gh_sh_9

pmv81

@wendyld‌ I'm so incredibly sorry. Sending you & your family tons of thoughts & prayers. And hugs...lots & lots of hugs.

wendyld

tla0623 said:

Gilmore Girls is like comfort food in TV form...

Yes! I may have to dig out some DVDs.

BostonAlison

tla0623 said:

Gilmore Girls is like comfort food in TV form...

yeah it is.  Rory is so adorable you do just want to squeeze her lol

BostonAlison

MandJS said:

BostonAlison said:

Today's Woot shirt is appropriate

https://shirt.woot.com/?ref=gh_sh_9

I love woot. We order a shitton of wine from there. (When I say shitton, I am not exaggerating. We have about 500 bottles. And that wine trip I took when KU with T? That was organized by the wine.woot.com folks.)

I love woot too!  I've been buying stuff from them for almost 10 years.  Much of my wall art, and a good collection of my tshirts.  I'm wearing "The Binge" right now lol  https://shirt.woot.com/offers/the-binge

I have a funny story, I used to live in Carrollton TX (where Woot headquarters used to be located)  And a shipment got sent back to the sender, and UPS gave me the address and said I could go pick it up.  I went there and got into WOOT!  It was so cool!

FrecklesInside

@goofygoff - I'm glad to hear that baby is OK.

@chrain - I wish I could come keep you company Sorry recovery is rough going. 

@wendyld - I can't imagine having company over while recovering from a loss Are you going to cancel? Will you tell them what just happened? So sorry you're having to deal with that on top of all of this.

I have fed E, which makes me a good mom, yes? I told her I'd take her somewhere this afternoon. Then I got all sad about Wendy and was just trying to get some applications done...and I have no motivation. I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to cook fucking dinner (THEY ALWAYS NEED TO EAT, WHY???), and I feel like a shitty mom because I just don't have the energy to go to the park or something. My mom is home today because they got back from a trip late last night. I called her and told her how stressed I am hoping she'd offer to come watch E for a little while...no dice. No offer. It pissed me off. 

BostonAlison

jenny0314 said:

Is Gilmore Girls on Amazon Prime if it's not on Netflix? Now, I feel like I need to watch. 

It is, they give you the Pilot episode for free, then it's $2 per episode.  Best crack dealer ever.  They know you'll get hooked.

wendyld

FrecklesInside said:

@wendyld - I can't imagine having company over while recovering from a loss Are you going to cancel? Will you tell them what just happened? So sorry you're having to deal with that on top of all of this.

I don't know. They think they are coming to celebrate his mom's birthday with us, so he doesn't want to be all "happy birthday! Here's some shitty news!" I'm not up for putting on a happy face and pretending everything is ok though, so I told him to cancel it or tell them.