Ready to dive in but first..Heres my intro!!

negritosmami · August 2014

Good Afternoon Ladies. I am so sorry we have to meet like this. I have been lurking as suggested. I spent some time on the Loss board and read the blog and i believe im ready to participate in this forum. I join you from February 15 BMC. I am 32 and this was my first pregnancy.i found out at my 12 week N/T scan that my baby was only measuring 8 weeks. I had NO symptoms of loss. I had all the symptoms of pregnancy the entire time. Ironically, two hours after i found out, i started bleeding. My D&C was scheduled for three days later so i thought maybe i would go thru the process naturally. Unfortunately all i had was spotting. Until i took 400mg of cytotec which was just supposed to soften my cervix. Instead it made me miscarry. Worst physical pain of my life. I thought i would avoid the d&c but unfortunately there was just enough tissue left for them to decide i needed the procedure anyways. Itll be two weeks saturday and im hoping that the doctor will clear me to start trying again very soon. Anyways thats my story and as unfortunate as it is that we all have to be here, i Look forward to going through this journey with you ladies.

Poppy715 · August 2014

Welcome to the board. I'm so very sorry for your loss. You experience is very similar to so many ladies here. I hope you will find solace in joining our group. Take care and be sure to follow your dr.s orders about trying again. Many ladies try and rush things and speed the process along. Take care of yourself.

rmpar29 · August 2014

I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you find the comfort and support that you are looking for here. (((HUGS))

negritosmami · August 2014

Poppy715 said:

Welcome to the board. I'm so very sorry for your loss. You experience is very similar to so many ladies here. I hope you will find solace in joining our group. Take care and be sure to follow your dr.s orders about trying again. Many ladies try and rush things and speed the process along. Take care of yourself.

Thank you so much. And yes i fully plan on following doctors orders. Thats why im HOPING he clears me soon but if he doesnt then i will follow his orders as i want to do all i can to ensure my body recovers as it needs to. so we shall see...ive heard that doctors recommend anywhere from one to three cycles so of course im hoping he tells me just one if he tells me three ill listen but im just so ready to start trying to have SOME control over this process..i know that nature has the final say but im just at least ready to have the OPTION of trying. *fingers crossed*

[Deleted User] · August 2014

Very sorry for your loss, welcome to the board. I hope you find comfort and support here.

MrsPhD83 · August 2014

Welcome to the board. I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself as you recover from your procedure. I hope you find this is a comforting place. The women here are really wonderful!

SunshineShades · August 2014

Welcome and sorry for your loss. I was also a member (mainly lurker) of Feb 15.

negritosmami · August 2014

@sunshineshadesoh no..for some reason knowing theres another feb 15 member here is heartbreaking but

uromys · August 2014

Welcome. I'm sorry for loss. Hope you can find comfort here. Take care of yourself.

stinybean · August 2014

I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. There are several Feb 15ers on here. I was there too.

kate6214 · August 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you recover quickly. Welcome

negritosmami · August 2014

ok im not sure my that comment posted let alone posted incomplete. I posted something entirely different than what is showing and i cant edit but what i was trying to say is im sorry to see sunshineshades so many feb 15ers in here but i hope to one day see all of them and all of us here now on one of the more "happier( for lack of better word) boards. hugs and best wishes to everyone here!!

CheesyPeas · August 2014

Welcome to the board. I'm so sorry for your loss.

jennadesigns · August 2014

I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. I hope you find support and comfort here as you begin to heal. Fingers crossed your doctor clears you sooner rather than later.