Secondary IF

DDF

Doesn't feel like Friday to me. 


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Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011

Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs 
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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Re: DDF

  • Dear Diary
    I DH and I are dropping DD off at his parents house for the weekend and going to the mountains for our anniversary. I am also (theoretically) ovulating this weekend. Please please please let this turn out to be an awesome story for our future child.
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    TTC #2 since 1/1/13

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  • (warning: chemical pregnancy mentioned).

    DDF:
    Why are pee sticks so f'ing sensitive. I was set out for a night of drinking with some girlfriends last night and figured I should POAS first (12 DPO). So I trekked via foot and bus (we only have one car and DH was at work) to the nearest Dollar store. Took a test, positive. Took another test a couple hours later, positive. Called RE and went in for a blood test at 7:30am. 10:30am they left a message...result hcg 6, chemical pregnancy. I didn't even think it was possible to get a + with that low. Or it just dropped in the 15 hours since.

    And I missed out on the delicious batch of rum swizzle and faked with a mocktail for no reason (I mixed my own without the rum).

    Anyways follow up with RE next Wednesday. I hope AF shows her ugly face ASAP.
    Me: 32, DH: 33
    DS #1: April 2010
    DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
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  • Sorry to hear that Sailorgal. 





    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Dear diary,
    Why did I go to get my progesterone checked Wednesday, and still don't have the results? And I've called 2 times since then, and have gotten no return phone call? WTF?
    Sincerely,
    Me
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    My History:
    Lots of BFN's & failed IUI's w/clomid and/or femara
    Finally BFP with femara & t.i.- son born 6/17/2010
    Started TTC again around when DS was 3ish
    Lots of BFN's with femara & t.i & ovidrel
    Tubes clear, S.A came back low motility but high count
    About to switch to injectables w/femara, did one last cycle with just femara & an IUI with ovidrel- stupid motility was fantastic in the sample, but count was 700,000 AFTER wash! Had to sign a paper to even still do IUI- BFFP (big fat freaking positive) Go figure!

    1st Beta 13dpiui 54, 2nd beta 48 hours later 115, 3rd beta 48 hours later 310, 4th beta 72 hours later 1748.
  • Hit the side of the house today, pulling in the driveway. 

    #fuckeverything



    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • kikimo327 said:
    @sailorgal... UGH.  I am so so so sorry for you.  Go drink some rum.

    Thank you....
    Well I had sangria...not as fun as rum but there's always tomorrow!
    Me: 32, DH: 33
    DS #1: April 2010
    DS #2: July 2015 (preemie born at 31 weeks) - our little miracle conceived through ART - unexplained secondary infertility/adenomyosis
  • sailorgal  I'm so very sorry. ((hugs))

    iheartsippycups2
    WTF? indeed. Sounds like someone needs to get kicked.

    Mrs Castillo
    Oops, that sucks!
    :-S
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    TTC #2 since 1/1/13

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  • DD, 
    If I have to see back to school stuff everywhere, and glittery pumpkins, and orange and brown owls, and Hobby Lobby has CHRISTMAS stuff on their shelves!!!  Why does it have to be 100 degrees out?  I'm so sick of hot hot hot.  I would love it if the weather could embrace that it's practically fall. We need brisk breezy days again soon.  I am tired of sweating out of my every things. 

    Sincerely, 
    The hot mess
    Happily Mrs. C 
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    start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
    dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
    Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
    Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
    Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
    Hoping holistic approach works!!!

    BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
    Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

    Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
    Back on metformin Aug 2013
    Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf
    DS weaned in April 2014
    Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  
    Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!
  • Married to the Love of My Life since September 14, 2002. 
    Me: 39 DH: 36
    BFP#1: 10/20/08,  EDD: 6/29/09
    PIH, bedrest for 4 wks, delivered at 39 weeks by induction and then c-section- Healthy baby boy on 6/24/09 :-)

    BFP#2: 11/24/11, EDD: 8/4/12, Angel Baby- 2/19/12
    Enlarged bladder seen on U/S at 12 weeks (1/15/12), possibly LUTO or Prune Belly, Heartbeat at OB on 2/17/12,
    No heartbeat/movement at U/S on 2/20/12, (missed MC), D&E:2/22/12.  Miscarried our sweet angel boy @ 16 wks

    TTCAL since June 2012, 
    Progesterone normal, FSH elevated & AMH on the low side--  "ovaries acting older"
    Clomid cycles: 50 mg in February, July, August, September, November 2013, June 2014--  BFNs!!  :-(
    August & September 2014: Clomid, HCG and IUI-- BFNs
    September 2014: FSH= 15.7 AMH= 0.25  UGH!!!  Old lady Ovaries!!!
    October & November 2014: Gonadatropin injections, HCG & IUI... BFNs!!

    We have been blessed with a sweet little boy.  
    Hoping to be able to give him a sibling someday.
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  • DDF: Pregnant bellies everywhere today. Too much hurt in my inner circle to tolerate it. I scowled viscerally. Strangers probably think I'm a mean awful bitch and I don't even care.

    After two losses, a rainbow arrived! DD born 11.5.11
    Dx with severe Asherman's syndrome after a botched PP D&C (pursuing med mal)
    Hysteroscopy Oct '13, not enough progress 
    Hysteroscopy Jan '14, given an end-of-the-road diagnosis
    Joined International Asherman's Association April '14 
    Not ready to give up yet.
    Hysteroscopy with Dr. Isaacson (an expert in the USA) 6.2.14: Good prognosis, at least 50% of cavity open.
    Repeat hysteroscopy scheduled with Dr. I on 6.16.14. Great progress. Unbenched!!!!
    Discussing actively TTC with DH after the heartache of the last year. We're both reeling.
     
    Please, please, please. 
  • DD (mon)

    I am very thankful to have a beautiful new nephew, and another that will be here within the next month... but my heart aches when I think about it too much, and I miss my angels something terrible. My sweet sister in law tries to help, by encouraging words, and they do help, but sometimes I feel like she feels bad for me, and pity isn't something I want. I keep telling myself, that there IS light at the end of the tunnel. One day, it WILL be our turn again.

    @sailorgal‌ I am sorry love. My heart goes out to you.

    @Mrs Castillo‌ that sound aweful, I hope too much damage didn't occur, I hate when just absolutely ridiculous things happen :/

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