MELTDOWN

MrsMurphMe

I've been waiting 10 business days for my Harmony test to come back, after a questionable NT Scan. I'm now at the point I haven't slept in 3 nights, and when I do doze I have terrible nightmares. We've had 6 MMC, and each a still born with a previous marriage. We want this baby so badly, but have agreed trisomy's would be an agreed termination based on quality of life. (Having worked in long term care I have dealt with the adults that nobody wanted anymore, when they became to much to handle.) I'm not looking to be put on the chopping block here, but I'm wondering if anyone is is, or has been in this boat?