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AF arrived and giving myself a moment to wallow

Yup, another month of "damn, I hate cramps" cramps. AF arrived this morning and I just couldn't get myself to go to work where I take care of other peoples' problems (I'm a counselor at an inpatient drug rehab). Went home and wallowed in a bowl of Cheerios followed by a bowl of ice cream. Then I took my frustrations out on the dust behind/under the sofa and spot cleaned the sofa itself (that's a plus, I guess).  Eight months of actively trying, I guess it is time to get checked out by the doctor. This day is making me start to reevaluate the stresses in my life. Time to make some changes.

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  • Hugs to you.

      Me:39, DH:40

    DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04

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    NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13

    Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks

    CP 2/14

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  • Sorry AF showed :( ((hugs))
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    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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  • I agree with one day to be pissy, eat what you want, etc... then move on.  I wish you well!
  • I am really sorry. :(
    Getting a BFN is really depressing. I hope next cycle is it for you.
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  • I'm sorry.  Still wallowing here at CD9.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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  • Sorry about AF. :( CD1 sucks!
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  • I'm sorry!  And right there with you (CD 3).  Enjoy your day of wallowing--that actually sounds kind of awesome.
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    DD, 6/15/2013
    TTC #2 beginning January 2014
    AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11

    July 2014: IUI #1.  Follistim + Pregnyl.  2 follicles--BFN
    September 2014: IUI #2.  Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone.  4(?) follicles--BFN
    October 2014: IUI #3.  More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone.  4 follicles--BFP!  Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158.  M/C 11/1/14
    December 2014: IVF #1.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  9R, 9M, 9F.  3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
    April 2015: IVF #2.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  16R, 15M, 12F. Transferred 2 5-day blasts 4/12 and froze 4--BFP!  M/C 5/25/15
    August 2015: IVF #3.  14R, 13M, 11F.  Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing.  3 normals.  FET planned for 10/2015.



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  • Thanks, ladies. Wallowing definitely helped, particularly the ice cream. I may have to finish the day with a beer just to make sure I've wallowed enough. Tomorrow's a new day!

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  • Boo to AF. You deserve to wallow a day. Allow yourself to feel it and you can move through and past it, right? Here's to a better day tomorrow. Hugs.
    Me: 38, DH: 35
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  • Sorry girl. I'm right there with ya! AF showed up for me this past Saturday! :(

    Hope you're feeling better!!

    Me: 38 ~  DH: 38 ~   DD: 8
    TTC #2 since March/April 2014.
     
     
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