Past few days have been great!
Then I wake up this morning and the water works have not stopped!!!
I had asked my husband a while back if he missed them [our twin boys born sleeping on 7.16.14 at 28wks due to TTTS], he responded sympathetically "I miss the fact that they're not here with us. I can't miss them like you because they weren't 'a part of me' like they were with you." I understand and respect his response, but at the same time I just feel soooooooooooooooooo lost and alone.
The good days I feel guilty for because I don't want it to seem like "it never happened". But I know that I can't stop my entire life!
This all just SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!