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I'm sad... (Child mentioned)

LouiseB2001LouiseB2001 member
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So I just got my last blastocyst transferred last week. The doctor was positive and I was happy. They wanted me to wait POS until 17 days after but since I'm on an unmediated cycle, I would be due to have AF a week after = tomorrow. This evening I went to the bathroom and was spotting :-( plus beginning cramps (very light though). I'm so sad. I really hoped this was it, I have to skip next month and then I'm back to my last two frozen eggs. Plus another bill for putting transferring. I'm hugging my daughter and apologizing: no baby sister or brother this month either...
Single mom of DD (2010), TTC #2 since June 2013.
Occasionally I'm blogging about my life with flybaby.
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  • URMySunshine77URMySunshine77 member
    I'm so sorry, @LouiseB2001. I hope this next works.

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  • tlc35tlc35 member
    I'm so sorry.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
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  • Lesliem0901Lesliem0901 member
    Big hugs to you...
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    Dx: Unexplained Infertility / AMA

    BFP after 4th IUI cycle with Gonal F + Ovidrel on March 2014 | EDD 12/7/14 | MMC on 4/14/14 

    IUI#5 with Gonal F and Ovidrel trigger on 6/6 - BFN

    On to IVF #1 with a new RE. Started Gonal F and Menopur on 8/15.  Added Ganirelix on 8/24. Trigger on 8/26 for ER on 8/28. 8R 7M 3F.  Transferred all 3 on 8/31. BFP on 9/11 | EDD 5/20/15 - Beta #1: 56.7. Beta #2: 97. Beta #3: 1148. Beta #4: 3559. Beta #4: 7678. MMC confirmed on 10/13. D&C on 10/14 at 9w. Confirmed male with Trisomy 14.

    On to IVF #2 in March. CCS Testing on 2 embies. No go. Waiting to start IVF #3 in July. Surprise BFP on 6/14! EDD - 2/20/16 - Beta #1: 121.4. Beta #2: 236.4. Beta #3: 2014.

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  • CML11CML11 member
    I'm sorry, are you sure it's AF? Maybe implantation?
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  • MelissaMisoMelissaMiso member
    I'm so sorry, too. (((hugs)))

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  • danieleandwaynedanieleandwayne member
    That sucks. :-(
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  • kelley72kelley72 member
    So sorry, yes hug your precious one! 
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  • Samuelismomma Samuelismomma member
    Lurking!! You sure not implantation ? I did this cramped like crazy thought it was af early! Good luck!!
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  • rose_archangelrose_archangel member
    Big Hugs!  Don't give up hope.  Your daughter will be a big sister!
    DH and I:  37; TTC since 12/2007
    Me:  8-9 Follicles seen on Initial RE Visit, Letrozole/Norithendrone to manage endometriosis; Baseline CD3 (8/1/14), 7 Follicles seen, AMH low/FSH high,  OvaVite to improve Egg Quality; Hysteroscopy showed polyp, Surgery set for 8/22;     FemVu showed both tubes clear!; Thyroid Hormone high, Synthorid to normalize
    DH:  Both SA - no living swimmers, Attempting to set up appt with urologist

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  • jgalassijgalassi member
    No need to apologize to your daughter-- you're not in control of when that BFP will show up.  
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  • Davie813Davie813 member
    I'm so sorry. Don't give up (and most definitely don't feel you have anything to apologize for.) Hugs to you!
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    September 2014: IUI #2.  Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone.  4(?) follicles--BFN
    October 2014: IUI #3.  More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone.  4 follicles--BFP!  Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158.  M/C 11/1/14
    December 2014: IVF #1.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  9R, 9M, 9F.  3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
    April 2015: IVF #2.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  16R, 15M, 12F. Transferred 2 5-day blasts 4/12 and froze 4--BFP!  M/C 5/25/15
    August 2015: IVF #3.  14R, 13M, 11F.  Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing.  3 normals.  FET planned for 10/2015.



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  • LouiseB2001LouiseB2001 member
    Thanks everyone. Not implantation because I'm bleading more now. But I should take a test just to be sure.
    Single mom of DD (2010), TTC #2 since June 2013.
    Occasionally I'm blogging about my life with flybaby.
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  • kindershlitzkindershlitz member
    I'm sorry :(
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  • lgsdesignerlgsdesigner member
    I'm very sorry. Keeping my fingers crossed it happens for you soon. Stay positive! That's all any of us can do. (((hugs)))
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