Last year my due date was very hard of course, but I thought after I got through the first one it wouldn't be as hard....at least not compared to her angelversary in March. But this Saturday would have been her due date and it's still hitting me hard this year. I've been thinking about her a lot, and can't help but think we should be getting ready to celebrate her first birthday. I think Prince George's birthday will always bring up a little pain since it will always be a reminder of what time of year it is and what we should be doing.
I think MH is feeling it too, he took my car for an oil change the other day but was gone a long time. I asked where he went and he said he got lunch and went to the cemetery. When I drove my car later that day I found that he had been listening to the cd my SIL made for us of songs we played at her funeral, more specifically Goodnight my angel by Billy Joel.
It almost feels like even if I had no clue what month it was, my heart would always know that a significant date is approaching. For those past their first year, is the due date still hard for you?
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!