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Trouble TTC
eskimozie
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Going insane. (BFP loss mentioned)
eskimozie
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in Trouble TTC
So ladies, I just tore my DH a new one for not mowing the yard this morning. I am perfectly aware that he is a grown man and can mow any time he wants too but my descent into the land of bitchy is one symptom of the stress I know we all are feeling so I'll rant here and give my poor hubby some space.
You see, 5 weeks ago, after 14 months of trying, we finally got our first BFP. I was so excited I took a test every day for a week. But then the spotting started and when I went in for blood work it was negative. Still. It's been two weeks and nothing has happened. A week ago we had a doctor appointment, which was completely useless, and in which Doc said she would refer me for an ultrasound. Haven't heard back from her yet. She was also going to refer me to a specialist OBGYN.
I know I was at least 6 weeks along when I lost it, maybe even 7. And it's still in there! Every second of every day I'm on edge waiting for the cramps and the blood. I'm either in tears, growling at my husband, or asleep (for some reason I'm always tired now)
This is even worse than the TWW!
You see, 5 weeks ago, after 14 months of trying, we finally got our first BFP. I was so excited I took a test every day for a week. But then the spotting started and when I went in for blood work it was negative. Still. It's been two weeks and nothing has happened. A week ago we had a doctor appointment, which was completely useless, and in which Doc said she would refer me for an ultrasound. Haven't heard back from her yet. She was also going to refer me to a specialist OBGYN.
I know I was at least 6 weeks along when I lost it, maybe even 7. And it's still in there! Every second of every day I'm on edge waiting for the cramps and the blood. I'm either in tears, growling at my husband, or asleep (for some reason I'm always tired now)
This is even worse than the TWW!
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Re: Going insane. (BFP loss mentioned)
Missed M/C natural cycle 10/2013
DX PCOS 3/2014
2 cycles Clomid 50 mg + Ovidrel + TI
1 cycle Clomid 50 mg + TI - no response stair-stepped to Clomid 75 mg + Ovidrel + TI
1 cycle Clomid 50 mg + Ovidrel + IUI
1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim + Ovidrel + TI
1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Folistim + Ovidrel + IUI
1 cycle Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim - no response, repeated Letrozole 7.5 mg + 150 mg Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI = success! 12/2014
Beta 1 - 15 dpiui, 324, Beta 2 - 17 dpiui 750. Twins!!
My Blog: pcosandpizza.blogspot.com
Me: 33 DH: 39
Married July 2011
TTC since July 2012
Jan 2014: 1st RE appointment. BW, HSG, and SA are all normal. DX is unexplained infertility.
Apr 2014: BFP that turned out to be a chemical pregnancy. HCG reached 2,035 at the high.
Jul 2014: IUI #1 with Gonal F and Ovidrel.
Grrrrr....
Official diagnosis: Unexplained IF. I am 32. I have low ovarian reserve (low AMH), and poor egg quality. I've also been diagnosed with mild glandular developmental arrest (lining problems, detected with EFT).
We are using open ID donor sperm. IUIs #1-7=BFN. IVF September 2014 antagonist protocol, 8R,5M,3F, 5 day transfer of 1 morula = BFN. IVF#2 planned for January 2015 (antagonist protocol + HGH).
PCOS | Anovulatory | Metformin + Letrozole
Trying to have baby #1 since April 2013
DH SA March,May 2014 - Low motility and shape issues. On vitamins per RE to help
Me testing April 3, 2014 - FSH and LH good, HSG showed blocked right tube
April 29, 2014 - First RE appt., right tube needs to be removed and possibly left also if
it's bad too. RE suggests going straight to IVF
June 4, 2014 - LAP/HSC and unexpected endo. removed but tubes got to stay!
June 13, 2014 - Post-Op appointment. We decide where to go next since main issue
is MFI influenced. Trying naturally until decision... Repeat SA in September. Aiming for IUI #1 November 2014.