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shandorfml2
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AW: Nightmare
shandorfml2
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This is totally an AW post, but I had a terrible nightmare last night!
So, I dreamed I had commited some type of crime. Nothing major but I was arrested and was going to have a punishment. I was handcuffed and brought to an airport with my husband. There, I would be told where I would be going. I needed to leave wherever I was within 12 hours for some reason. So, I was to pick a one bag from a choice of three. In that bag would be my punishment and where I was flying to.
I decided to pick the bag that looked the most dangerous, figuring it would actually be the easiest punishment. Inside was a big bottle of green liquid. A guard told me I needed to drink this liquid, and it tasted horrible. I then saw a warning label on it that said you shouldn't drink it if your pregnant. I told the woman I might be pregnant, and she asked if I had told the police that. I said I hadn't, because I didn't know yet (I'm in my 2WW). She said that didnt count because it wasn't offical, and I had to drink it anyway. I asked if it would be ok for the baby (if I was pregnant). She shook her head "not really". I sobbed, saying we had tried so hard for this baby, and I shared my baby daughter died last year. I was so frustrated and she didn't care. I had to do it anyway. Then, to top it all off, she shaved my head. It was absolutely terrible.
Ugh. Glad I got it out. Yuck!
Thanks for reading my post...treats for you!
So, I dreamed I had commited some type of crime. Nothing major but I was arrested and was going to have a punishment. I was handcuffed and brought to an airport with my husband. There, I would be told where I would be going. I needed to leave wherever I was within 12 hours for some reason. So, I was to pick a one bag from a choice of three. In that bag would be my punishment and where I was flying to.
I decided to pick the bag that looked the most dangerous, figuring it would actually be the easiest punishment. Inside was a big bottle of green liquid. A guard told me I needed to drink this liquid, and it tasted horrible. I then saw a warning label on it that said you shouldn't drink it if your pregnant. I told the woman I might be pregnant, and she asked if I had told the police that. I said I hadn't, because I didn't know yet (I'm in my 2WW). She said that didnt count because it wasn't offical, and I had to drink it anyway. I asked if it would be ok for the baby (if I was pregnant). She shook her head "not really". I sobbed, saying we had tried so hard for this baby, and I shared my baby daughter died last year. I was so frustrated and she didn't care. I had to do it anyway. Then, to top it all off, she shaved my head. It was absolutely terrible.
Ugh. Glad I got it out. Yuck!
Thanks for reading my post...treats for you!
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Re: AW: Nightmare
What a terrible and stressful dream! You need to go watch some Golden Girls or some nice animated Disney movie now to give your mind a break! Hugs hon!
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
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Married 6/11/2011
Me & Hubby: 34
TTC journey started 12/2012
BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks
BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)
Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.
Also have hypothyroidism
Started TTC again 12/2013
IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN
IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN
Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.
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08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN ,
10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d
10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**