weak cervix...

lizzielu82

I'm so sorry - you and your family will be in my thoughts.

Kehlepop

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.

jlove253

I'm so sorry @uberlacey22‌. I can't imagine your pain and grief. You are in my thoughts.

lizgrace03

So sorry.

BiJiHaCa17

So sorry. You are in my thoughts.

hiketheworld

I'm so sorry to hear this news. I will be thinking of you.

Carebella

So sorry for your loss May your family and friends be a source of strength for you. Big hugs.

ColtiersMom

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy. Prayers to you and DH.

PandaCon

So sorry for your loss. T&P's for you and your family.

MindyAndRyan

I am so sorry for your loss. (((hug))) You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

mslynn2012

So sorry for your loss.

yess0311

I am so very sorry for your loss...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Melissa2216

Oh no. I'm so so sorry. Thinking of you and your sweet boy.

Jpinky9

I am so so sorry for your loss! You and your DH are in my thoughts and prayers! Hugs!

mander82

I am so sorry for your loss.

TeeJ526

I'm very sorry for your loss.

Nfranco973

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss.
My T & P are with you during this difficult time. .**hugs**

DisneyDee1984

So sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts and prayers.

mtusnow

Sorry for your loss.

moroccojade

Devastating. I am so very sorry.

musicalmommy3

So much love is being sent your way right now. Hugs.

uberlacey22

i am up at 3am thinking about how 3.5wks ago....just 2wks before being admitted to the hospital, how i went to my OB with diarrhea, abdominal pressure and contractions...and he said it was a stomach bug, checked my vitals and the heart rate with a doppler...and put me on bedrest....why didnt he do an ultrasound? why didnt i insist he do one??? those 2 weeks could have caught my weak cervix before my bag prolapsed and hourglassed into my vagina....could have saved my son's life. i knew soomething was wrong, thats why i went to the doctor...why didnt i insist he do an ultrasound? im literally getting so angry at myself and at my doctor. i just want to scream.

MrsG1019

Oh sweetie this isn't your fault. My heart aches for you. I've had 4 losses myself and with each one i questioned all the what ifs.. So I can relate to your emotions but there's no guarantee even that would have helped. With each loss I've become more insistent with every part of my care and monitoring of the next pregnancy but there's always something new that comes up. I'm so sorry for what you're going thru.

ckwick

I'm sorry you're feeling like this, although it is of course natural. Perhaps you could write two letters. One of how you're feeling and all you want to say. Be as open, honest, vulnerable, and angry as you truly feel. Just to vent and to get it all out of you. Then maybe a second that you actually address and give to your doctor that's a little more professional/reserved about how he could have done further investigation and taken better precautions with your symptoms, which were classic Preterm labor symptoms.

What ever you do, know that in time you will be able to breath, eat, and live without this heavy cloud on your heart and body. You truly will rise through it. It's just a matter of time. Anger and regret are healthy steps in the grieving process. It's OK to feel like this.

Best of luck. You're in our thoughts.

amtay825

I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. I lost my first baby at 20 w 3 d as well. My heart breaks for you. Pm me if you want.

lesliegolem

I am so sorry for your loss uberlacey22. This is not your fault. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

colettey_37

Aw my heart just aches for you uberlacey22.. You did the right thing, you went to the Dr when you knew something wasnt right. Yes he dropped the ball and should have did further investigation. Please dont blame yourself. Praying that you will find peace..